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I have the ability to see spirits and communicate with them. Reguardless of where I am, I dont need to be in certain places. They alert me when I need to notice things and instruct me in ways to live to be a better person. I do not completly trust them but have not hurt me as of yet most of them are nice and pleasent, but I have also dealt with evil ones they constantly touch me. feels like hair on me or spider web and they hair on my arm stands up like static electricity. Not many people believe me, I am sure im not crazy there is nothing else out of the ordinary going on. Also sense I have this gift mayby someone smarter than I can assist me in a way of putting it into good use for humanity. I will take a polygraph and be evaluated any way asked. I feel it would be a shame to not use this gift and share it with the world so everyone knows humanity is not our final destenation.

I listened to some frequencies that supposedly open our dormant peniel gland 3-4x a day for about a month at first I was getting mild visions that slowly grew into me communicating with spirits that can read my mind I can only see them with my eyes closed sounds strange I know. There is nothing else out of the ordinary going on in my life any professional input would be greatly appreciated

I did some brainwaive frequencies 3-4x a day for about a month and started having spiritual visions and able to see spirits. has anyone else achieved this? if so please elaborate or if you know of another that has honest question this is real.

anytime someone speaks of an experience that is not popular. Most others make hateful comments. Everyone listen to these words crazy is when someone knows what most others dont so it's just easiest to call them nuts in so many cases.

There was a time in my life when no words would of convinced me that god was real I had serious doubts, but was searching for answers I am 42 grew up catholic but stoped going to church at 17. I really wanted to know I was talking to god telling him if your real please give me a sign well 1 day I logged on facebook to joke with friends, and so many people were posting about jesus and god it aggravated me and I posted dont cram god down my throught ill get relegion on my own terms. Well my older brother called me saying I saw your post on facebook I replied don't look into it I am not even sure if god exists, well he invited me over for dinner conversation turned to god and he told me some amazing stories how he knew god was real he is a 24 year retired police officer. Well he touched my heart he told me its so easy to go to heaven I said well tell me. then he told me to tell god/jesus I believe jesus was the son of god and I wanted to go to heaven with them and believe it in my heart and my name would be written in the lambs book of life well on the way home I said it and believed it my heart was softened. well that night I woke up 3 am but unable to move or speak only my eyes could move in my head I was throwing myself up I was the most scared as ever in my life. well eventually it felt like my arms were in the air but i couldn't see them I was able to trace my right side with my eyes starting at my shoulder I looked down to see where my arm was when I got to it this is the truth it was invisable my body started vibrating and there was an electric charge in my room and it looked like light strobing then in my head I was like god help me there was a calming feeling and I just knew I could now get up. well I researched what happened to me I came up with sleep paralysis ancient time calls the demon that stands on ones chest modern science best explanation was my body was sleeping but my coinciousnes was awake, well that did it for me if one is sleeping and the other is awake they are seperate I was totally convinced god was real. That night I talked to god for hours and gave him my body as a living sacrafice to make up for my past foolishness. well 1 week later I felt gods command to qiut smoking. I said god I am powerless against my addiction please help well I never smokede again. I was also addicted to methadone went to rehab 7 times no man could help so 2 weeks after I quit cigaretts I said the same words about methadone addiction well out come I never used again. I try to live gods word but fail at times and when I do I feel the strongest conviction. well here is where this story sounds crazy the day after I accepted jusus as my savior I am able to see spirits with my eyes closed they communicate with me threw hand arm signals they can read my mind what ever I am thinking I can do this 24/7 I dont discuss it because people question my sanity and I understand why, but I promise you this is real they instruct me hoe to be a better person. the night I gave myself as a living sacrafice I asked god to make me the best person possable. Some people tell me dont trust the spirits satin comes in disguise but I am never scared and never give me ungodly advice. please respond this is really going on in my life when I ask the spirits what is going on why me. all I get is god has some huge plan for me that I wont fail but I am not ready for the task yet I have much to learn. why me because I was a messed up doubter and remarkable changes are taking place in my life sense I went on gods side people should see a miracle there.

I became a christian about 10 months ago,and I listened to some 3rd eye/ peniel gland activators and started seeing spirits with my eyes closed.They communicate with hand and arm signels no talking and they can read my mind.I am never scared of them, but also not sure if I should trust them I think they lie sometimes but they instruct me to quit smoking and being a better person but sometimes I believe it's a scam to gain my trust. They go everywhere I go, and also touch me it feels like hair on me or like I walked into a spider web.

Now here is where this story sounds even crazier I am leaving for work 1 morning and my head is controled by the air around me to my side mirror at an approaching vehicle, and I knew pay attention they are watching/following you as I turned the street on the busy st. same thing happened to several other vehicles. So I started thinking am I going crazy I can't just believe this, so I started writing down types of vehicles and lic plates. I travel 100 miles a day away from home for my work I drive 8-10 hours a day I am a repossion agent. So as I went through different citys I kept coming across the same vehicles with all having same stickers on them and bunch of beads hanging from rearview mirror out of state tags that are only 4 numbers some sort of government tags.I have approached them some admit it saying dont let it freak you out so much but wont tell me why, and others deny it but I can tell they are lieing this has been going on for 10 months now. Everywhere I go they go and it's getting on my nerves. Also I am not involved in any illegal activities and told them ask me whatever you want on pollygraph they wont talk with me about it. Has anyone else ever heard of such a thing? and I know my claims sound like I am nuts, but I promise you it is real my claims are so hard to believe I went and had a psych evaluation done on myself, and they claim I am perfectly sane there are no other oddities happening in my life besides what I have spoken of, no one will believe me about the following because it makes no sense of what reason would I be followed. I am an every day boring person they money spent to keep tabs on me this long with the amount of people involved is in the millions please respond if you have any info