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And why?

Don't say church or the government

What to do!

In the United States. Why don't they root for our country for a change?

e.g. Homosexuals can't be married. Well, then why did God create people who are not allowed to follow his religious sacraments?

Please no rants. Let's peacefully share our thoughts like civilized human beings, mmmkay?

Mines a tree. Whats yours

But have one year shaved off your life, would you do it?

Besides on yahoo answers. Can't sleep? Bored?

And why?

I have been awake for three nights in a row (four if you include Saturday night, which I only slept for two hours). So this is basically day 5 of no sleep.

I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder with psychosis around 6 months ago, but my bipolar has always been on the depressive side. So this could be my first "real" mania experience. I've always thought I experienced mania from time to time but it has never been like this.

Here's a short list of things that I've tried over the past four nights:

Smoking myself to sleep

Taking trazodone (50 mg), nyquil, and melatonin

Guided sleep mediation/hypnosis

Binaural Beats

Alchohol is not an option since I'm on steroids and antibiotics for bronchitis.

So... HELP? Any advice would be awesome, even if it is or is related to what I've already tried!

Sorry if I'm not making any sense. As you can imagine, I'm hallucinating heavily and having very delusional and irrational thoughts. Wish me luck on sleep and keep the suggestions coming!

I have a green one and definitely did not put one there.

I'm talking about the US government by the way. I know there's a lot of religions but the majority of people in the United States are Christian. Many religions have fallen before today's religions have come across. Why not Christianity?

So there's this girl I started liking not too long ago. But one of my friends supposedly really really really likes the same girl. He never told me he likes her but that's what everyone says and it's kind of obvious anyways. So this guy is trying really hard to get her. They're good friends, but whenever this guy tries to get close to her or tries to tease her, she always looks over at and gives me a really pathetic look like "Help". Or whenever they're talking over in the corner alone, she'll always look at me like "Save Me!". Sometimes I butt in and sometimes I just like to see what happens because it's kind of funny. I wonder if she likes me. Or do you think she only does it because she really doesn't like the guy and using me to get rid of him? I wonder why she always looks at me over anyone else.

The guy has only known her for a couple months and I have known her for a little over a year. Me and the girl have been really good friends but I never really liked her til now. Hopefully she doesn't just see me as the "friend" she can always go to for help!

Does that mean on the other side of the world, you can only see the moon most nights but never during the day? (I live in the United States just in case you care.)