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Today I put a restraining order against someone because they kept stalking me, i told them i was gonna do it and they begged me not to but i did anyways. I have to go to court on tuesday for a final peace order but I regret putting the order in now. Is there any way I can take it back before going to court?

I'm '5'1 and weigh 105. I do exercise about 3-4 times a week mostly squats.I barely ever drink soda and try my best to eat right. But I wanna gain weight and build a little bit of more muscle while getting rid of the cellulite because it drives me crazy! Is there any way I can reduce cellulite without losing weight? By the way creams do NOT help me.

Is this normal? I don't know why I keep doing it. I can't even hear a sad song or see someone else sad or else I feel like crying. I am usually not this emotional so what is going on? My sadness has built up alot and I have been starting to get panic attacks again.

I've suffered from depression since I was a little kid. I have this thing where even if everything is going good in life I all of a sudden get scared to be happy and find any excuse to be sad. It's weired and I wish I didn't feel this way. Being sad just makes me feel normal. If I'm not a little sad then I just don't feel normal. I feel as if something is missing. Does anyone else ever feel this way?

Why or why not?

Okay so my boyfriend's best friend/cousin came to visit for a week because he hasn't seen my boyfriend in a year. Lately when my boyfriend goes with him I secretly stalk him and see that he only hangs out with him and two other guys. They basically have a little group. Anyways yesterday my bf went to see him for maybe an hour or two and came back with a hickey. He claims they did that as some "joke" to piss me off and to embarrase him. He says the other guys pinned him down while his cousin gave him the hickey. I confronted the cousin and he told me that yes it's true that he gave my boyfriend a hickey but that it was just a joke. I believe that it was really gay. & if it was a joke that it went way too far. What is your opinion?

is this saying true? People tell me I should be a comiedian at times....If they only knew the things I have to deal with. Anyways do you agree with that saying or not?

I think all countries do, but out of curiosity which places would you pick?

I think she is. Evanescence wouldn't be anything without her.

Feeny! Fee-hee-hee nay! Feenie!!!!!

My boyfriend seems extremely afraid that I will abandon him. Clearly he is real jealous. But there is something that he does that I dont understand. People tell me i'm attractive so when a guy hits on me, he gets mad at ME. When guys hit on me I pretend I dont hear them but i've been followed so when,a guy just wont leave I tell them I have a bf and im happy with him. But my bf says "oh u shouldnt,be talking back to them" and that it's all my fault. The other day a cop asked me how old I was so I told him and once I did he started hitting on me, again I told him I wasnt single & that im not interested but my bf says "why did I make a conversation with him". He thinks I like the cop now! Why is he like this?

Why or Why Not?

They just look real good on me but I feel like I look kinda stupid wearing them during winter. Are there certain colors that should only be used during summer?

Okay not all gay men are the same so I don't want stupid comments saying i'm bashing them. I have quite a few gay friends but they seem to be quite rude, dirty and envious. One of them is always comparing me to my friend. Basically everyone says me and her are pretty and out comes the gay guy going on in front of a whole group telling me not to be ridiculous because ny friend is prettier than me. He keeps calling other females "bitches" (he doesnt call me one tho). So is he a jealous/insecure person and tries to compete with females or is he just ignorant?

Okay so I don't understand ( and apparently my bf doesn't either ) why I am so into rough sex. I love all the slapping, choking, hair pulling & sometimes just being tied up. It makes me feel so good being a little afraid and being dominated in bed. However sometimes after all that I get real depressed & just break down and cry and I don't know why. My bf is not so into it but I wish he was, he thinks there is something wrong. Is this normal or am I a psycho?

All my life she has put me down. When i was little she would punch, slap or pull my hair when she would teach me my abc's. She claim's this is how discipline is taught. Now a days I'm 18. I go to school & am currently between jobs. My mom expects me to ask my bf for every need i have wheather it's food, water or clothes. If I wanna just talk to her she gets mad or asks me to go away. If i do something bad she tells my dad (which always threatnes to break all my teeth) and she encourages him to hit me. We been to counseling and never went back because she refused and got mad at me. My bf/friends always encourage me to hide my mistakes from my mom because they know that if I dont she tends to stop feeding me. I suffer from panic attacks and if i have one she tells me to shut up & get over it instead if helping me. Again she says she does this because she's trying to make me a stronger person. So is she really a bad mom or am I being too dramatic? Please dont tell me to talk to her about her behavior or how i feel because she doesnt listen and will get mad and blame it on me then tell my dad.