Drew

I'm 16 and I'm going to my first therapy session tomorrow morning. i don't want to go, it's wasn't my decision to make. it was stupid of me to take my jacket off while i was talking to my doctor, who saw my old but still red cuts. she made the appointment for me. i don't want to remember what I'm trying to forget. i don't feel comfortable with telling a stranger my problems + if i do, I'll always cry no matter what . i hate it, it's embarrassing. i met the therapist she seems nice, but i don't think she can help because I'll be wasting her time by refusing everything. how long would the sessions last and how many times will i have to go? also, how do i distract myself from crying?

Wyoming, Tennessee, Seattle, Maine, Utah, etc... I'm tired of living in California, like it's somewhat okay to a home here, but i want to explore. To go to a place where no one knows my name. So how is the life there, what are the pros and cons. How are the high schools? How are the houses? How are the weather?

my internet isn't locked, and if you try to connect you can't. Unless you have the cable. this has been a problem for a while now and my mom is getting mad at the fact that we only pay $33 a month for only one internet usage on one laptop. She thinks that the URL is a password and i keep telling her that it's the address for a website. We have a router, but when we connect it, it doesn't work. So like what's wrong with the internet?

i'm getting purple, but i want a bit of a lighter pastel purple. can i mix it with conditioner or not, would it fade quicker?

I got my retainers a month ago, and i wear them to sleep only. Everything was fine, but last night i kept waking up finding a lot of saliva in my mouth, thinking it was nothing i just swallowed it. Then went back to sleep, but i woke up again. This time i just spit it out and i felt hungry, i just ignored it and went back to sleep. I woke up again and again, and kept spiting it out. I woke up when my alarm went off, and i felt like i was going to throw up and i felt like i couldn't swallow saliva, I spit out my saliva and hoping that i don't throw up. I take out my retainers and everything is okay so far. This is even normal? Is it because i didn't eat much last night? But i pretty full.

It started in December or so, and i haven't gotten my period for 5 months. I'm still a virgin, i'm just wondering, am i okay?

I had a show today, I had to wear a leotard. My vagina started hurting and I thought it was the leotards fault then I thought it was my underwear's fault. It was really uncomfortable. I finally got to take the leotard off, but it still hurt. When I go home I got right in the shower and thought that it might help. No use, it still hurts. It kind of hurts when I pee. This didn't happen to me yesterday, I wore the leotard for dress rehearsals. Everything was fine. Right now it's not hurting because I'm sitting. Is it because of my underwear? Or do I have some kind of infection?

so i write something in their ask and they reply privately, but it's such a hassle to go on their page, click ask, and write. also we sometimes talk so much that i have to wait an hour before i answer right back and when i do, they're already off. is there an easier way, i don't want to make a post and they reblog and then i reblog, etc.

Yes, I know. I should get an XBOX 360 or a PS3, but I don't find those fun and I have no money. :| I'm not really a gamer, but I've been bored lately. I've only play Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2 for PS2. I don't really play Wii much, I was planning on getting the game Okami, but I don't know. I want to play a game that will take me a while to finish. I thought about Final Fantasy / Zelda. Any suggestions? Like seriously, they can't be boring. ;o A game that I look forward to coming home from school to play after a long day.

I want my hair light blue before Fall Rally. WOOP WOOP! D3 SHARKIES! I'm getting Manic Panic Shocking Blue, but it seems too dark for me. Can I mix in conditioner to make it lighter? I can't buy the Bad Boy one because they don't have I in store and I don't want to wait for it to arrive at my house.

My bangs are really messed up and they break when I pull them. I decided to deep condition my hair today. Is it okay for me to dye my hair with Manic panic tomorrow? I want to have purple hair for Halloween. Since I had swimming last week I couldn't die my hair. So, If I put in the color tomorrow, will it be okay?

I ordered a Sweater from Drop Dead last Thursday. I got an email saying that it has now arrived at the Unit. I checked the tracking and it said Out for Delivery, October 12, 2011, 9:31 am. Today I checked and it said Delivery status not updated as of October 12, 2011, 11:31 pm. I still haven't gotten my order and I'm afraid that it's lost. I was at school during the time. I get home at 3:30. It that has anything to do with this. My friend said to check the mail. I did, a whole bunch of times. Should I wait or should I call the post office?

I'm planning on being a Harajuku for Halloween. I was thinking a pink tank top, blue tutu, thigh high rainbow socks, red vans, colorful bead necklace and bracelets, purple suspenders, and hair bows. I'm going to dye my hair purple also. That's my idea, but I'm afraid that I might be mistaken for a rave girl. ;o Do you think I should change it up a bit more? If so, what should I change or add. Thank you

I'm fourteen and I get scared easily. I don't really like horror movies. I barely even watch them. My friends insisted me on going. They said it will be fun. I was planning on bringing my ipod and just listen to that the time. I know, lame right? I don't really know what's going to happen. So, should I go or not?