SupernaturalHunter

I am under SSI. I have no job right now but do have talents. I heard that Toby Mac helps smaller artists become bigger and better. I need the money for living expenses, getting out of my parents Insurance, getting out of SSI and for prophecies to live up to. I am too intimidated by acting and modeling. I can't make that kind of money busking. Busking only gets me gas money and EBT gets me food. I have to go further than this at a lot faster pace as far as earning money because I'm worried about not living up to the prophecies fast enough.

if an angel acknowledges that jesus christ is lord it is an angel of god. if the angel does not acknowledge that Jesus Christ is LORD it is not of God kjv

I'm trying to build my own fire pit.

I'm under so much stress. My ex doesn't need to keep coming to my church. There are way more churches now than ever since the Bible was written. He has a new rat. There's no job for him on the worship team. He can visit his friends from church any time he wants. They can visit him too. He doesn't even live close to my church. Why doesn't he find one that can save him gas money or the one that nearly hired him before our former worship leader desperately needed him at the time? We have two new worship team members. They're scratching at the surface for a job for him on our worship team. We don't normally have piano/keyboard player. We have a new drummer and a new guitar player/ singer.

She's not on Facebook and the last time I saw her I could send her a picture of us through texting. Now it won't work.

I can t get a hold of my friend. She was so happy to see me and we talked the last time I saw her and I even was able to send her a picture of us. Now I can t contact her. She s not on Facebook

Don't twist my words. Don't be rude. Don't have an attitude. I just want a legitimate answer. If you're going to bug me I'll report you. That doesn't count as a threat bcz there wouldn't be the ability to do so otherwise. Now for my question. How can I get ppl to approach me instead of me approaching them? I'm scared of ppl in person. I don't trust ppl. Most ppl pretend like they're nice but actually hate me.

I can sense personality and criticism from a mile away. A narrator on a video I watched about discernment said that if you get a sense about someone right away then you're right. Most ppl hate me bcz they don't want to be caught dead seen with someone like me. I'm pretty though. I'm autistic but I'm mild and not weird. I'm not socially awkward, I just don't have much to talk about. Mainly bcz nobody likes me or wants me. I have three friends my age. I'll be 24 on the 16. Nobody will come up to me though. I'm afraid to be yelled at and that I have to get permission to talk to someone first.

People look at me and don't talk to me or they pretend like I don't exist. They've never talked to me before. They were on my friends list on Facebook. When I say something to them, they block me. I'm nice or nothing at all. I'm not ugly. I'm shy and everyone hates me.

It's not that I might get my heart broken. It's that I can't see myself not with him for the rest of my life. He's interested in being my friend but I think it's too soon to tell him how I feel but I want to know when it's a good time to tell him. I told him, "to be honest, I really like you" but I didn't get far enough into details. Plus, he's a guy. I'm not really sure if he understood what I meant by that. Would it make me seem crazy to tell him now?