Lauri

I am nineteen. I am aware that this is a young age & I've 'got all the time in the world to have boyfriends' but that's the thing.

Now boyfriends come and go, I for one know this, but so far I've have 4 & neither of them I really felt that much connection with...

I want to find someone I really get on with. I don't really get much joy out of having flings with random men makes me feel empty & wanting more (not sexually). I don't really want a 'boyfriend' as such...I want more of a 'partner'.. My closest friend.. Soul mate..

The people I've spoken to & met up with on POF, I have to say haven't had much success-stories with. They are either mega interested in me but I can't feel any attraction or 'spark' whatsoever, I am interested in them but they end up being someone I find I'm not very attracted to personality-wise, or if I have met the 'perfect match' I end up being too apprehensive to meet up with them, they live too far away, or I just think that they won't like me/I won't be interesting/sexy/fun/whatever is attractive enough for anyone.

I just want a nice guy I find superficially and personality-wise attractive...Is that too much to ask for?

I know I haven't dated in the 'real world' but tbh I am a quiet person in nature with a lot in her head (both good and bad matter of speaking) & I probably don't attract the same attention as these other girls who are louder...I am told I'm gorgeous, stunning, beautiful....but it's not enough to just call me nice names....You know...?

I'm too reluctant/introverted to open up to someone. Perhaps I'm just not ready but then again will I ever be? I don't think so...tbh...

What do you guys think?

p.s. I also have a medical problem-kinda embarassing to do with my bowel....I've never bothered getting into longterm r/ships because I've always assumed this would be a major turn off... well it got me bullied for years at school.....so.....it's bowels....you know.....poop?.....yeah....Grim right?

-Foxylocks

-Euronext

-Halo

........All the others...

Which ones though??

I have no idea. A few people I know have foxylocks & they look wonderful but I've heard a few stories about them tangling up in a years time etc, & I'm not paying out almost £80 for crappy hair extensions if they're gonna do that lmao!

I just loath having shoulder length hair & feel more like -me- with long thick hair. I'm just unsure, really unsure, what brand to buy from...

I am in the UK.

Thanks and hope I can recieve some good answers on which brand to go for! xxx

TimnicebutDim! Lol.

Yr anyway.... Does anybody know of any good hair extensions that don't cost a BAZINGA? (as in expensive :3) Please tell me mon I need 'em to gooo Jamaica REGGAE REGGAE SAUCE Tastes so good with ya jerk chicken!

Thankyouuuuu byebye

Hahhah I need help. how are you guys anyway? and please let me know! xxxx

Hi everyone!

I don't really understand what my 'problem' is or if I even have a problem at all o_O

It's just relationships....

I've never been in one before. Not ever.

Almost everyone, literally half of the people/my friends on Facebook are in a r/s. I am a member of dating sites & I do get a lot of messages & views, but I just don't feel like meeting any of these people, not to mention I hardly feel attracted to any of them or think they just wouldn't want to know me so why bother, I dunna what it all is, all I know is that I've always been this way ever since I was about 7 tbh..Always miserable or down-spirited, melancholy?

But now, I daresay I ever even feel melancholy or 'sad' in spirits these days. It's more like a feeling of 'nothingness' if that even makes any sense at all lmao!!!!

I just feel like being by myself alot of the time, the only time I go out 'socially' is to help my mum with shopping & maybe see a friend or two if they're free but I don't go out at the weekend alot like so many people my age do.. & tbh I never saw anything wrong with this it's how I've always been (like i said) but now I'm also getting more irritable-it will just come out of the blue I'll swear at someone who has said something about someone else I care about or about me maybe attack them/start on them or think about attacking them if what they said really riled me. I feel calmer at home in my room, listening to my CDs, watching films, & in the library. I do talk to people because otherwise I'd end up comitting suicide because of the loneliness, but I never go out anywhere with said people, I feel too different from people so I don't feel like it. I want to hide from them..

This silly feeling.. it's more than just feeling a bit blue.. I don't really know what it is as I know it's not anything like depression because i hardly ever feel 'sad' or much of anything tbh.. Just empty & sometimes irritable..Not sure what it is and not sure if there will be an end to feeling like 'this' what ever 'this' is (feels like slowly sinking into mud).

Anyone else have a lack of friends/no partner? Feel like this alot? Is this my personality? Am I meant to be this way? :\ i was never a party animal...

--Not having regular periods (bearing in mind I am 18 not 13 & in addition I've never had sex).

--Chronic low level stress

--The contractions of sexual orgasm

I am a little curious as to what kind of men girls like specifically types & any celebrities..

My own are: Dani Davey (a.k.a. Dani Filth), Jim Morrison, Tom Hardy-as Bane & Heath Ledger.

My type (physical to personality traits) is manly, kind, strong, compassionate, fun, & um. broad shouldered ;D

What are yours? Don't be shy it could even be a cartoon character! I know I've had my fair share of cartoon crushes in my younger years ahaa ;3 xxx

Enough said>? Iv got anger issues. get urge to smash things up few months back had urges & threatened to beat these 2 freaks up because they messed withmy head n so I got even... sometimes i fkn will break things n'all though just don't get why just feel sick of everythin uno? what can I do??

Who or what makes you happy?

Me & this (nice) guy who i've known since school (6 years ago) & who says he wants to 'settle down' with me one day, were cuddling on the bed & things started getting strange.

I've never had a boyfriend before so I never really know what to do in such a situation as we were in (basically petting-heavy petting) but when I massaged him-his genitals, I mean, He started shivering & his breathing got lower & heavier. Was he just cold or aroused? His kisses were getting more frequent & he kept wanting to cuddle me. I asked him if he was alright but he just said he was, his voice was ...a bit quaky and he was holding onto me tighter. Then he began bucking himself slowly against me...

When we got up to go downstairs and have something to eat I noticed his face was flushed too, wanting to keep holding my hands.

o_O

We're quite close & he's liked me since we were in school. He's very mature for his age & wants to settle down (with me). I however, am not quite yet comfortable 'settling' with someone, living with them, having them know things about me, having them know the moods I get in etc..:/

We meet up quite a bit & just hang out (as friends). Because I'm starting to 'like' him & want to get closer to him we sometimes end up cuddling on the sofa ^_^

Yesterday I kept having the urge to kiss him when I was round his-I told him this via text the day after & he just said "really? then just do it n see where it goes ;)' But if he wants a long term r/s and I don't would it hurt him if I didn't want to be with someone long term (at least not straight away?).

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So I naturally have blondish brown hair (before I began semi-permanantly dying it dark brown in younger teen years). I've stopped dying it & roots are beginning to come through after 3 months now. I've been wanting to dye it a pale pink for ages now. How could I do this after the roots have started properly coming through? I've heard bleach is damaging & don't want to mess my hair up or turn it orange!!

I hate asking about this because I feel my future shouldn't be in the hands of other people (aka you and my family) but it nevertheless is for various personal reasons I don't wish to go into atm.

I am currently doing a Level 3 Diploma course worth 3 AS Levels. It is more or less the wrong choice for me as it is based in Art & Design and I am really NOT an arty person. I did the Level before it & obtained a Merit but this was merely Level 1 in Photography but more in depth. This level is based much more on practical work rather than experimenting & is more about building portfolios & doing projects. I am fine at the writing (as I am keen on english anyway) but the art side of it I dislike because I lack interest in it & so motivation levels drop.

I only did this because there was nothing else at college for me to do and I didn't get through to the Health & Social care course as I let a bad day get in the way of my attitude :/

I am so bad at this course & I really want to do Animal Care or something else. I'd rather have a part time job than be at college doing something I really dislike but my family say I HAVE to go to college and won't take no for an answer...

I don't feel in control of anything anymore. I want to experience LIFE not college.

What would you call someone of 18-19 years of age. Employed part time. Not much of a social life. Spends much more time alone although yearns for support & friends even though they know it's a 2way street. Has started eating alone rather than with family. Only goes out to work or to do necessary shopping. Leisure is listening/playing music & other escapist pursuits-except TV. ?

-No social life not many friends cuts off from potential friends stays by themselves pursues escapist hobbies like gaming & listening to music for hours when not busy or at work can't 'feel' happy easily irritated though doesn't always show it...

What does this all mean and what would happen to someone who has been like this longer than 3 months? Let's say, as in my case, about 5 years?

What would you call someone of 18-19 years of age. Employed part time. Not much of a social life. Spends much more time alone although yearns for support & friends even though they know it's a 2way street. Has started eating alone rather than with family. Only goes out to work or to do necessary shopping. Leisure is listening/playing music & other escapist pursuits-except TV. ?

....I'm not going on about things but I personally don't feel I get an ounce of respect from adults. Not from my intermediate family, not from teachers...especially men-they just patronise me- talk down to me, (I'm 18 btw) People tell me to act like an adult but then they talk down to me, say I'm not capable of things I enjoy (career speaking) when I evidently show them I am...if it's not their own career path then they're not interested.

I don't speak to people prefer being completely away from human contact, I'm NOT CHILDISH. I just dislike human contact. I think it was because I got bullied throughout my entire school years & because I have a physical illness that gets me down. But whichever it is, it remains the same. No respect even when I'm always trying to give it.

Nu metal & black metal is mine.

Just tired of being the only one out of my social contacts/circle of 'friends' who is still single and has no-one to love or to love me back.

I have a bit of a problem with my bowel and I was bullied throughout school and high school for it. I don't have the problem AS BAD as it used to be but it's still here & the memories still hurt. I don't trust people anymore not even now at 18 years old and i should've gotten over it now...

I don't bother dating or getting involved with anyone because they'll be put off if they find out about my slightly slow bowel I keep assuming.