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Should I consider this a mental disease? I find it difficult to trust people and falling in love is very hard because I fear that the person I fall for ends up leaving, no matter how many times they tell me they are commited. I have been hurted many times and I dont want to go through it every again. But also I am super lonely and I stay to myself only because of how un trustworthy people are.

Like if your partner left their other lover they had just to be with you, would you find that acceptable?

And shoulders shampoo for his birthday. How cheap is that?

As it seems they support Gay marriage so much.

For me is watching videos on Youtube of animals attacking hunters.

How do liberals feel about that?

I dislike it when people tell me I should get a girlfriend. People make it seem like just because I dont have a girlfriend, I am a lonely miserable guy. I dislike it when people try to force me get a girlfriend. It's really annoying. My dad seems to do this the most. They tell me that I should do what makes me happy, so being single is one of the things that makes me happy. I rather wait till I am much older to get a gf. Why is this such a big deal? Why would a guy my age be seen as Gay or sissy or miserable and lonely?

My girlfriend is beautiful and all, but obviously there will always be way prettier girls out there. Anyways whenever I am at the mall with her, I see these beautiful women. I then feel like I made a mistake getting together with my gf so then I feel like I should break up with her and go and get me a way prettier gf. My gf is nice and all and has good sense of humour, but I cant control being attrcated to other prettier females. Why does this happen to me? I just cant ignore the fact that she isnt as perfect as other women.

I always found that stupid. What difference does it make from being simply boyfriend and girlfriend to being Husband and Wife? I mean its just a piece of paper they sign. The paper is just worthless at the end when it comes to the fact that only humans give it meaning but outside the universe that piece of paper doesnt mean anything. But yeah I never understood honestly. I see no difference from being married and being bf and gf.

So I am 18 and have a license. The thing is that I rarely go out. My parents made it clear that they would let me borrow the vehicle once I get my license but when I want to go out, they make up any possible excuse to not let me go. They always think negatively and prevent me from going out. Of course accidents could happen but I mean I only live once. All my teenage years I mostly stayed home in doors and now that I am legal to drive, I want to have some fun. The thing is that I live in the middle of no where and if I wanted to go somewhere fun, I would have to drive about 40 miles but I know I will drive safe. How can I convince my parents and have their trust? I am tired of it! And even if I had my own car, they still probably wont let me go anywhere I want if I wanted to.

I photoshop my pictures because I hated being ignored and insulted for my looks. I was just so tired of it to the point where I started to photoshop my looks and make myself handsome and edit my body. Therefor now I get more responses on dating sites and requests on facebook. It makes my life so much easier. Would you say I am a bad person for this?