spiritual_bliss

I have been very depressed lately and I've been dreaming of Jesus a lot. Last week I had a dream of a burning bush and I heard what I assumed to be God's voicing and it was saying "lay down your burdens" any idea what this may mean? I also dreamed I was flying on a sheep or lamb and entered heaven. I don't know what this means.

please forgive the spelling if it is incorrect. i need help!

this morning i took a pill for my acne but didnt eat anything and got sick a few minutes later. I have just recently gotten over the flu but still had trouble breathing through my nose and was sneezing. I woke up with a lot of mucus build up in my throat. I went to church but got sick and went to the bathroom, I threw up yellow mucus and it had red streaks along with the white vomit. now my throat feels raw but i am no longer having mucus build up. ive never had this happen before.

i have had this happen before but not to this extent, i think it is mostly due to stress. i have been very emotionally disturbed lately, i have been taking iron pills and they help a little. also my legs and arms feel numb sometimes, usually when im preoccupied like when i read or play my playstation i forget all about it and i am relaxed. my throat also is tight and feels dry. i have been taking a pill called doxycycline in order to help with my acne and it makes me very dehydrated. what should i do?

I have five games that I am looking to start playing after I beat final fantasy 13. I don't start my summer classes until june so I want to know which game I could be beforehand and maybe play the others later?

1. bioshock

2. grand theft auto 4

3. god of war 3

4. infamous

5. batman arkham asylum

I also have gotten halfway through little big planet and burn out paradise but that's only because I couldnt wait to play final fantasy 13 when it came out. Need some advice to help lead me to a conclusion.

much appreciated

I went to church today, and we had a good sermon with a guest speaker who spoke about how people can change no matter what the cause or situation. I know she was hinting at homosexuality and that she probably thought people werent born that way and that they could still "change" for God. I'm gay, and I was outraged by her assumption, My pastor knows I'm gay and in church he said that he was saying a prayer for the "confused". after the sermon, I was depressed and outraged and it showed. The sad part is my family loves the church. It's one of the best churches I have ever attended with a positive message and outlook but they just dont approve of homosexuality. I'm gay and that won't change. I'm just completely outraged by the entire ordeal. They just don't understand. they don't get it. It's not only that, but they don't want to get it and they are using the bible as an excuse not too. I really just wanted to switch religions because it's just ridiculous how hyprocritical christianity can be. They will use anything and everything to get their point across and make sure they are right. It's like they just don't care that they are making young gay men and women everywhere want to kill themselves or make them severely depressed because they aren't accepted. I used to be bisexual but after today I feel like a lesbian because I feel like if I ever decide to like a guy, i would be assimilating to the christian "ideal" of what partnership should be and right now I'm just pissed off with how some christians handle delicate situations so ruthlessly. That's not supposed to happen, I don't know what else to do. I'm confused, upset and hurt deeply.

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Sun Sagittarius

Ascendant scorpio

Moon Libra

Mercury Sagittarius

Venus Scorpio

Mars Aries

Jupiter Taurus

Saturn Capricorn

Uranus Capricorn

Neptune Capricorn

Pluto Scorpio

Lilith Virgo

Asc node Pisces

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Sun Virgo

Ascendant Scorpio

Moon Aquarius

Mercury Libra

Venus Leo

Mars Scorpio

Jupiter Virgo

Saturn Virgo

Uranus Scorpio

Neptune Sagittarius

Pluto Libra

Lilith Libra

Asc node Leo

why is it that a man gets sent to prison for allegedly having illegal dog fights, he pleads guilty, apologizes to the public but still his career is nearly ruined and he still gets ridiculed for his actions even now, and a man doesnt get sent to prison for violently beating on a woman? he only gets community service. someone please explain that to me, seriously. explain the law so i can better understand why dog fights get you sent to prison and domestic violence doesnt.

about a week ago i walked in on my step father accidently while he was naked and saw his penis. every since then he has been treating me and looking at me differently which makes me uneasy. he has never really been affectionate with me physically, always kept his distance and being a good parent. now he tries to tickle me and when we went to see my sister perform at a winter concert he kept casually trying to touch my leg and do it in a way so my mom wouldnt notice or care. i plan on confronting him about this, and i even went to the extent of purchasing a pocket knife. for the first time, the man i looked up to is scaring the hell out of me. what do i tell him to stop this behaviour? i plan on confronting him about it but im scared, should i tell my mom first? im 21, and in college. this is really freaking me out, why would he do that?

i bought my first alcoholic beverage today and it made me feel very relaxed. usually i cant control my own thoughts sometimes and they terrorize me, i cant concentrate when i study or focus sometimes. when i drank today my mind just slowed down, and when i started studying i wasnt as anxious and i was patient with myself and got a lot of work done. i also learned a lot too and im terrible in math! i dont want this to become an addiction because now that the alcohol has worn off im back angsty again, hence why im on here instead of studying. i was so stressed out but once i drank i felt so much better. for once i stopped thinking so much and stressed and i just relaxed. what do i do? i dont want to become an alcoholic, has this happened to anyone else before?

who is prettier in your own personal opinion?

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whose songs do you like better?

which has the better voice?

who is the most talented overall?

suppose you have a life threatening heart disease and you have no health insurance. feeling merciful, the insurance company gives you $25,000 tp pay for your heart surgery. the only hospital willing to do the surgery at that price however, is one of the worst hospitals in the nation. desperate,you go to the hospital and get the surgery. after waking from the surgery the doctor immediatly brings you the medical bill which is an astounding $200,000. they got you mixed up with another person who was doing a full sex change operation and gave you the operation instead. now not only do you have a bad heart, and a high medical bill, but you are now a completely different gender and you will never be able to change back. what would you do?

i have had a crush on a girl in my chemistry course all year and i didnt know if she was gay or straight. a week ago i asked a friend to find out because she had a class with her. she did a poor job of finding out because she didnt ask her specifically if she was gay or not. instead she just told her, i will call her "Susan", that someone liked her and that ""she" was in her class. Susan asked the name of the girl, and my friend told Susan my name. i wasnt there to see her facial expressions but my friend kept telling me that she blushed and kept saying "aaawww" even though my friend said "she". i assumed she might be into chicks when she gave her my name, and my name is jasmine so it is a female name.

my friend tells me about what happened and said that she couldnt tell if susan was gay or straight due to her reaction, so i tell her to give her my number. i was about to get on the bus the next day, and i saw her. we ended up riding the bus together and i decided to ask her myself, i was very VERY nervous because if she was straight i didnt know how she would react. so i catch up to her and ask her if she recalls my friend and she said no, i asked her name to make sure i was talking to the right person and she told me her name so i knew i was talking to the right girl and my friend hadnt told the wrong person. this sucked because since she didnt remember, i had to tell her flat out how i felt, so i did. i told her my name and after stammering over my words and blushing i told her that i had had a crush on her since the first time i saw her in class. she said that that was very nice but she was straight. all the while i am literally shaking and my heart is pounding, i was so overwhelmed that i asked for a hug and she said no because of "boundaries". that kinda hurt.

so i went to class and i was trying not to cry but i felt myself breaking down and people kept turning around looking at me wondering what was going on. so i went to the bathroom and cried, i told my friend not to bring it up because i was just very emotional. i was scared, relieved, hurt and happy all at the same it. i was just happy it was over but at the same time i was hurt because i had really liked her. i didnt want my friend, susan, or the class to see me crying that much. so i went to class and told some of the girls around me who were straight what happened and they made me feel better and were very sweet. i kept getting choked up and they wouldnt let me cry over her.

the game will not load when i put it into my wii. it gives me a black screen with an error message stating that i need to shut off my wii and remove the game. this only happens with this game in particular. all of my other games work fine, like re4, smash brothers, twilight princess, guitar hero, ect.... did anyone else have this problem with this game?

whenever i try to play the game "little kings story" on my wii i get a black screen with an error messages that says "error, remove disc and turn off wii console. refer to troubleshooting in manual." all of my other games like re4, twilight princess, super mario galaxy, smash brothers and even wii sports broke. i bought the game from amazon.com and it came in a sealed package with everything intact including the case, manual to the game, and a flawless disc. i hadnt updated my wii to version 4.2 yet, could that be the problem?

we were all good and lovey dovey while she was in florida. she couldnt get enough of me, then when she moved back to atlanta she stopped calling and texting like she used to. we were supposed to meet up, she would keep asking if i would come over but when i asked for her address she wouldnt respond again. so i just got tired of it and stopped talking to her. she claimed she was busy i figured if she really wanted to talk to me should would call. its been two weeks and i was with a guy but i broke it off with him because he wasnt my type. now i check my myspace friends status and she pops up after two weeks saying that she is feeling blue and whenever she said something like that in the past it usually referred to me but im not sure what to think now. i erased her phone number and im gonna erase her myspace because i part of me thinks she playing games but im not sure. im not worried about her, its just odd for her to post something like that, knowing i would end up seeing it. then to top things off she posted it THROUGH HER PHONE!!!

and no matter what you do you can't seem to make anything right? ive had a bad week. midterms, crying, irresponsibility. my girlfriend is in the hospital and is in so much pain she cant even move her body. she has behcet's syndrome and i am worried about her. i love her, and everyday that i have to go without hearing from her i am reminded of how much she means to me and my heart.

other times i don't. i could never be straight and don't want to be. i am bisexual but as i am growing older and have began to come to terms with my sexuality, i have started to become very fond of women. more and more often i fantasize about intercourse with a girl, marrying a girl. i am afraid to be with a guy, its getting to the point where it kind of doesn't feel right. i haven't been with a guy in months, and a part of me doesn't want to be bisexual because that leaves the option open of being with a guy. at this point i am scared to fall in love with a guy because in my heart i really want to fall in love with a girl now. i don't know what is happening to me. i feel like if i get with a guy i would just be going through the motions, there may be some genuine feelings there but it would feel weird. sometimes i get like this, and other days im cool with the idea of being with a guy. today it got particularly puzzling because the thought of a guy and a girl having sex didn't really make sense to me. i found myself thinking, "how could a girl get turned on by that? he's a guy?" then i would think about a woman and how passionate the love would be. what the heck is going on with me???

i have learned it in one night after much practice though lol i was pleased to have went to my first greek festival and i learned to greek dances and parts of a bulgarian dance that was extremely complicated lol. i plan on going to the festival next year, are there any other dances i should learn so i wont mess up as much while in line next time?

i have a hard time speaking to people at times. i pause a lot, and sometimes lose my train of thought because im trying to say so much. i am a much better writer and reader but over the years my speaking skills have declined for some odd reason. i have had confidence issues for a while and whenever i cant fully explain something my family is almost ruthless in their mocking which doesn't help. sometimes i feel like im on my own in trying to become a better communicator.