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I'm a 25 year old female, so this is embarrassing, but I have difficulty living my life to the fullest because I get so fixated on the lives of other people. At my worst, I read stupid celebrity gossip and I end up envying celebrities for their looks and fame.

My behavior makes me sick. But I don't know how to stop.

My boss has literally screamed at me some days. She's a reporter and I'm her assistant. Sometimes she's nice, compliments, and even buys me lunch. But I just feel anxious around her all the time, and I get sad thinking about going to work.

I don't really like the job, but it could lead to jobs that make more money (which I guess would be nice in this economy...?)

Should I leave the job? I don't really have a dream job yet. I'm 23. I don't know if I should tough it out. the only thing i think toughing it out would lead to is more money. She knows a lot of people and could probably get me a secure state job sometime. But the stress from work is really seeping into my life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzniLUP37bg

it comes in at like 1:28

How do you know what your dream is?

Some people wanna be singers, doctors, teachers?

How does one know? Does everyone have a dream?

Should you pursue activities you are not natural at?

I'm a little interested in playing piano, but it doesnt come naturally to me.

On the other hand, I'm more of a natural at writing.

Should I just stick to writing, or should I pursue piano too?

Doc's office called and said I had "abnormal cell growth" but I'm HPV negative. what could be the cause. They said to go back in 6 months.

If someone dumps you, does that make them better than you?

I always feel so inferior when I get dumped.

We broke up, but we still make out. I think it's a lot of fun. He dumped me, but I still kinda like him. But I know we won't be together again.

It's just so damn fun to kiss, can I just have fun with it? or is that a bad idea?

He had a cat and it got fleas. so he left it outside a random apartment complex and left it there and drove away. is that weird? Not sure if I should date this guy or not

How did you survive your set backs so you could reach you current satisfaction?

I just broke up a long relationship, and I'm struggling through a dead end job.

One day I want my life/job/relationships to be fulfilling, ....how do I not let my current situation dishearten me?

Are some guys just not READY?

Or does it just mean they don't want to date ME?

i heard a great song by YES that had acoustic guitar in it. it was so good but i dont know the title or lyrics. can anyone throw out some titles for me

Im worried my boyfriend won't like it when we go further sexually. Porn and media advertise hairless women :( My boyfriend doesnt care when my legs get hairy but im nervous to see what he think about my pubic hair. should I tell him im nervous?

I was a cyclist for 2-3 years. Suddenly, randomly, my knee started right next to my knee cap (the inner side). It's only swollen, doesnt hurt. I tried raising my seat to the correct position, that helped a little but my knee still didnt heal. I stopped biking completely.

I havent cycled in 6 months now. Why is my knee still swollen? how can i fix it?

I was a cyclist for 2-3 years. Suddenly, randomly, my knee started right next to my knee cap (the inner side). It's only swollen, doesnt hurt. I tried raising my seat to the correct position, that helped a little but my knee still didnt heal. I stopped biking completely.

I havent cycled in 6 months now. Why is my knee still swollen? how can i fix it?

Lack of attention from father? the media? anything else?

I have a crush on a guy friend, but i dunno if he like me back, I don't see him often(he live 20 miles away).

plus im 21, getting over a bad relationship, and looking for a job still. im not ready for a relationship.

how do i get over him without repressing my feelings?

I was a cyclist for around 2 years and suddenly my knee started to feel sort of swollen. the swelling is on the inside of my knee, right next to the next cap. you can't really see the swelling, it just feels swollen

i've already tried adjusting my bike seat to the correct height. also i havent biked in about six months, or done any other exercise to stress it.

how can i make this problem go away?

It almost looks like a vein but it doesn't have color to it. It's not a bump, it's a line about an inch and a half long.

it's on the "pink" part of me, not the skin

What is this?

A man sexually assaulted me a while back. i was dumb and kept speaking to him afterwords.

I'm tired of being his friend, he doesnt treat me well.

Should i :

1. Get a huge revenge on him (like humiliate him, tell people what he did to me, tell him what an asshole he is)

OR

2. Just completely stop talking to him altogether.