Ndaniele E

NADINE ,, JOSHUA KANE

tadhg ,, keelan ( its said tay - G )

RIGHT!! ,, on my lunch brake 2day at school ,, and i have being gettin to know this lad pretty well and we like each over so we are going to go on a date soon ,, well..... i was talking about him today and 1 of my imature mates ran up and started shouting i fancied him i felt really embarresed because im 16 and it made me look like a silly little girl ,, now i dont know if im going be able talk to him ,, why do they do this ?!?!?! x

right a year ago i started seeing this lad i was 15 he was 22 ! ,, i know the age gap was really bad but i didnt matter to me because i had really liked this guy for ages ,, anyway what made it difficult was i had to hide it from my family because i knew they wouldnt let me be with him ,, but one night we went out to a bonfire doo and sum 1 asked him if he was going out with me and he said no!!,, so i got him some were privet and asked him why he had said it ( by this time i had already fell in love with him) he said that we were never going out properly but when i turn 16 that we will be ,, so i waited and a couple of weeks b4 my bday we fell out( by this time my family knew about me and him and they were fine with it) ,, but everyone said to me that as soon as you turn 16 or your aloud be with him he wont want you and they were right because he told me that we couldnt be together but he didnt tell me why!! ,, soo a few weeks ago me and him had a massive row because he said to my mate the only reason he kept me was because he liked her and that he wanted to see her and he couldnt do that if he wernt with me ,, so i confrunted him about it SHES ONLY 14 !!!! well 15 now but at the time she was 14 ,, he said the only reason he said that was because he was really drunk ,, and that i need to move on ,, BUT I DID AGES AGO THATS WHAT HAS WOUND ME UP!!!! ,, sooo he as got this other gf now but every1 says shes a **** and thats shes really ugly and that she trys kill her self all the time ,, do you think he is going with her because she is easy and just to make me think that he dosnt like me anymore even though i know he still does ???? x

right me and this lad have started getting pretty close over the past few weeks , iv liked him for a while but he was giving mixed singnals , when he was with me he showed signs that he like me , but then he would say to his mates that he didnt like me and that i was bothering him WHEN HE WAS THE ONE ASKING TO SLEEP MINE!!!!! , and one night i was out with him (this was the night he was going to stop mine ) but he went home and took my mate home because she was reallly drunk , well the next day i find out that he has lost his V to her that night but i was also hearing alot of other storys about that night of other people and when they asked me what i knew i just told them and they were like well who told you , and it was the lads brother who told me , im acting like im not botherd but i am , im just confused with the signals he as being giving me but he went and did that ????

Id cross the dessert to be where you are

All the things i did to be close to you

A million miles wouldnt seem that far

Id go anywere just to win your heart

Dear baby, this is my first letter

I hope when you read this it makes your day better

I promised you a love note and you didnt believe

Here it is, like i said how i feel bout you and me

We only been speaking for like a week on msn

But if other girls try, straight im telling them

I gotta a girl that i wanna be more than a friend

Even thought your far away, I think what we have aint pretend

I wish i was this ink thats coming out my pen

Then i could feel your touch after the letter sends

I wanna prove that i could love you better then any men

I know it might sound cheesy but baby you are a 10

I wanna know exactly how you feeling for me

And when i get that money i would never let me come to scene

I cant help countin down the days till we meet

Nuff love right back xx from T

Id cross the dessert to be where you are

All the things i did to be close to you

A million miles wouldnt seem that far

Id go anywere just to win your heart

(So yeah like, sent off my first letter, and i been waiting, I Waited for like a week, and there was still no reply so i was like whats going on, why aint she writing back, so i decided to send another letter, it went a little summit like this)

Listen

This is my second letter, hoping that your ok

I know that you got my first you told me the other day

More like a week ago now, you couldnt wait to read to it

Said You saw it in the post and you just couldnt believe it

So where's me reply girl, is it even close

Or maybe did it just get lost in the post

Maybe i came on a little strong i dunno

maybe you just went and moved on, i dunno

But i hope your alright, come online we need to speak

We aint had a proper convo in like a week

I know you said your busy but how busy can you be

I miss talking on the phone till one of us falls asleep

Anyway, i guess thats really all i gotta say

Come online soon, i cant take another day

Or write back, hopefully this time it gets to me

Still love you, talk soon, X X T

Id cross the dessert to be where you are

All the things i did to be close to you

A million miles wouldnt seem that far

Id go anywere just to win your heart

(So now i waited another week, And there was still no reply, so by now im thinking maybe she dont like me, maybe she was lying, but i decided to send off one more letter, To let her know how i feel, let her know that i wont bother her anymore)

This is my final letter, third one this time

Thats two letter that i sent with no reply

Its been exactly two weeks since i sent off the first

letter just for you, now its getting on my nerves

And you aint been online for this time, whats going one

If you want i can leave you, but what you did was wrong

Next time tell a guy if what you feel is done

Cuz i now i sent them letters i feel so dumb

But the reason that im writing this, is cuz im watching the news

Apparantly a girl got attacked by nearly youths

Stabbed for her money on the street, then they left her

Taken to A&E she was holding some letter

Didnt get her name, but they said she passed away

Two weeks ago, two weeks from today

There reading out the letter right now on TV

And wait the letter it was from ME

Id cross the dessert to be where you are

All the things i did to be close to you

A million miles wouldnt seem that far

Id go anywere just to win your heart

Id cross the dessert to be where you are

All the things i did to be close to you

A million miles wouldnt seem that far

Id go anywere just to win your heart

i like this lad and he flirtz really bad but he said to his mate that heh dont like me but when im with him hes really nice ??