Marja K

ive been with my boyfriend/partner for 4yrs. and he used to tell me that i was the one for him and that he wanted to grow old with me .. after he found out i was pregnant.he wanted me to have an Abortion against my morals.. but i lost the baby and i still haven't gotten over it... and he told me that this would help bond us even more, when it was time for me to move in he tried delaying the move in, we used to have dinner together.. now we don't even hav dinner together , let alone talking. he comes home from work and heads straight to the pc to watch movies and play games ..

Recently i also noticed that during Sex hes stopped kissing me and holding me after wards..

im starting to believe that there is someone else..

i don't know what to do anymore, ive tried to talk to him tonight and he came home, changed clothes and told me that hes going to get the bike looked at yet he put Cologne on and deodorant and has been gone for hours, hasn't picked up any of my calls .. Am i just paranoid? or is it truly over? and should i just move on? Ive Already tried bringing up Couples counseling, but hes rejected that once ..

i am wishing to become pregnant with my partner.. weve both talked about kids and i really want t be a mother..what are some thigs to help my body become prepared to become a mother and what can i do to ensure that i have a healthy happy child? what things should i do to get a better chance at becomming pregnant