Lina

My boyfriend's birthday is coming up and he was saying something about wanting Thor's hammer- but a squeaky one. I haven't been able to find one anywhere, so i was wondering if anyone else knew of someplace that sold them?

I really like this guy, and I'm pretty sure he likes me. Actually, I'm 100% certain. But, we're great friends, and I don't want to ruin that. And that's not to mention the whole asexual thing, which he is actually making me rethink a bit. I think I'm slightly sexually attracted to him, and that scares me to death.

What if I go through with this and realize that I can't be what he needs? I don't want to lose his friendship, but what if I pass up this chance and regret it? I don't know what to do. I don't want to lead him on, which is what it feels like I'm doing right now.

I know I need to talk to him, but I'm embarrassed as hell and don't even know what I want to do myself. I'm thinking about writing down what I feel on paper and giving it to him because I'm bad with words, but it seems like everything I feel about this situation is constantly changing.

I just need some advice from someone not in this situation, because right now I'm all tangled up inside.

As an asexual, I just want to know what people think, either from a religious aspect, a personal one, or both.

My gamecube won't read disks anymore (I've tried every disk that I own). Yes, I've cleaned the lens. And I've cleaned all of my disks. Is there anything else I can do besides cursing at it and really wanting to kick it across the room (My foot really really wants to...)? Help!

Maybe we're all dead. Perhaps we're the people who refused to belive that our lives are over, and that we still go on. What if everything around you- look around- IS FAKE? Am I dead? Are you dead? Or are we just empty inside? Or... Is it Boogiepop? Should bad things be forgotten? Should I be sorry when it wasn't my fault? Should I love him? Should I hate him? Would someone please take the spider off of my heart!

I'm taking a poll, and doing research for a school project, so I would apreciate it if you could be serious. Thank you!

~Lina-chan