Josey W

Or is a 4.inch revolver better ?

I am 5.7 and about 176.37 pounds heavy.

I grew up on revolvers; so I know a lot about them and can handle easily a .44 magnum.

My revolver must also be for concealment also as well as sport shooting.

South African gun laws are very different than the U.S.A Gun Laws.

I live in South Africa, Glock firearms have a huge market here, they are in every gunshop... there are a few Sig Sauer,S&W,Berretta. But mainly Glocks. there are Glock spare parts everywhere, but not very much of the any other brands. I really want the Sig Sauer P2022 in .40 but Sig Sauer parts are expensive and rare in South Africa... I ask this because I don't know if the other brands I mention are any good. I want a gun that will last for the rest of my life with no failures or breakdowns. Should I take a leap of faith and just buy the Sig Sauer p2022 because Special Forces use them and have no problems?

I have caught her more than multiple times; everytime i catch her looking she looks away, she is also with her friends when she gyms; when i catch her looking she looks away pretends to be social with her friends. i catch her everyday perving on my chest.

The rock climbing gym where i gym allows men to climb without shirts, there are many men who climb without shirts on them, so i am not being a show off or anything and it is not my intention to be a show off.

any ideas of the situation ?

Hi there.

I have been on all kind of Antidepressants and it is not helping me one bit, I also having been on real strong mg of pills and doses. I have been on pills for over a year now nonstop, and absolute zero help from the pills, I have even been to a homopathic doctor and also zero help from the medication, I have even been to a psycthiacitc clinic, also again zero help!

Is my body immune to the drugs?

It has happened to me , and every time after we dance , I am emotionally like a roller coaster for at least three days; because she is older than me, and she is engaged to someone else, and i don't know what to do.

The best comparison I can give to you of how I feel about her is that of the movie Titanic; there where Jack tells Rose how he feels about her after the boat sank.

I am only a college student trying to find a job also, and she six years older than me and she is a manageress

Because my depression and anxiety is putting me up to suicide.

And my short height does not help at all! I wonder how many men commit suicide due to this?

Symptoms:

Feel hopeless

All the time ups and downs

Always tired

Always irritable

Always cry when I emotional and afterwards I feel absolute hatred towards myself so much that I sometimes wish I was dead.

Been depressed on and off for about five years

I struggle very hard to make decisions and choices when I feel depressed

Struggle to remember things

Struggle to think and concentrate

Always tend to snap and lose my temper

Struggle to comprehend daily things.

Sometimes it takes a long time for me to understand what people are telling me

Very easily lose my temper on things

Tend to lose interest in hobbies and sports very easily.

Can’t care anymore

Al lot of the time I get emotional over some things, and sometimes over nothing

I feel inadequate; hopeless; worthless all the time when I am in this depressed state, and most of the time when I am not depressed.

During the day I feel normal then all of a sudden I snap into this depressed state.

When I am in this state, I lose my appetite, and the need to go sleep.

And after I feel all of this or most of it, for some unexplained reason I feel suicidal, I don’t know why.?

Always looking for solitude.

I tend to snap and become physically and verbally abusive to others, when they aggravate the situation.

When I snap at others I feel guilty.

Very Often get nauseous.

Often I have this sad music tone in the back of my mind during the day, which does not seem to go away.

I tend to get emotional when I am alone.

When I get critized , I get even more emotional.

Most of the time I have lower stomach pains, side pains, and sometimes lower back pains.

Sometimes have digestion problems.

Always have mood changes during the day and night.

Struggle very hard on a daily basis to concentrate while reading, and remembering what I have read.

Sick and tired of my emotions.

Many times I feel like putting fuel in the car and just drive, wherever the road takes me.

Always try my best to keep strong in front of others.

Tendency to do reckless behaviors, such as jumping red robot lights or thinking of playing Russian Rolette to myself.

Many times during the day I wished I was dead.

All of the time I am fighting within myself not to break out in a verbal and physical abusive, and assault.

Live on a daily basis in despair.

Have FLU like symptoms on a daily basis.

When I assault someone or abusive, after awhile I become tearful and emotional badly.

Lately I just don’t care anymore in life about anything, whether I am dead or alive, I just don’t care about anything in life.

Lost total interest and happiness in the things I used to like.

Don’t want to own a gun due to the fact that I know I will use it on myself.

A lot of the time during the day and night I feel like I am suffering a head cold in my head.

Slowly every task or thing I do just becomes an uphill tedious battle for me.

Even if I sleep for ten hours, it still feels like I have only slept for about 4 hours.

Sometimes suffer from some kind of a short term memory loss.

Truly believe on a daily basis that I would be better off dead, hence that why I think of playing Russian roulette to myself.

Suffer from constipation on a daily basis.

At times, I really don’t know how much I can take in life, regardless of what it may be.

The way I see it is: Option one: Commit suicide or Option two: Leave everything in my life and join the French Foreign Legion, and get killed in action, then at lease I can say I went out with a bang or Option three: spend the rest of my life in a asylum.

Often get headaches.

Suicide thoughts and thinking comes at its own free will.

Feels like I failed evolution.

Feel tired most of the time.

Every day I feel like drinking myself drunk and cry my out, then put a gun to my head pull the trigger and blow my brains out against my bedroom wall, and see the light going out of my eyes; before I can find the right words.

Refuse at all cost to take antidepressants due to the fact that I do not want to see myself as a mentally weak person, I would rather just blow out my brains before I take the antidepressants.

Every time I look at a gun, knife, bullet, sleeping pills, rope, I can only see it as the answer I have been looking for years, We all are going to die someday so what’s the difference between today or the future???????????????????

I don’t have any mental space; energy or willpower to do courses or exams.

I don’t care and don’t want any form of help, because I don’t care.

Sometimes all I can think about all day and night is suicide.

Every woman i have met always clearly point out that size does matter.

So why do women lie when they say size does not matter?

Please give honest answers.

This is only a neutral question, please feel free to give honest answers.

For example: some scene on a tv sitcom series or a movie scene.

Why is it seen as funny?

I often see it happen in comedy movies and i have seen it myself.

I always hear someone laughing at someone that has a small penis.

I also always often see it on movies where they would laugh at the man or mock him.

What is so funny about it?

Can a person have both at the same time?