Jessica H

Twitters, mt4sync or something like it, anywhere I can watch beginners trading. I don't care about professionals.

I had a track for guided meditation that I really enjoyed, but now I don't even remember the guys name. He started out with ocean sounds and talking about standing on a beach, then you turn away from the beach and there's a stream flowing into the ocean, you follow a path next to the stream up a hill for a while then you come to a door and when you go through the door you ask a question. Does anyone have any idea who this might be?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cJ75Wk-QMg

It's driving me crazy, I know I recognize it.

I'm recently divorced and have a 2 year old daughter, came back to live with my parents so they can be close. My parents are building a small house for me and my daughter on their property, but only for me to live in, not to rent it out or anything. I want to paint some bold colors but they are resisting me. I am an artist and I feel its very important especially after being oppressed for so long by my overbearing ex-husband. My mother already decided to put in a floor stain color that is super ugly (it just looks like a muddy floor!) after asking me what color I wanted to stain the floor without even telling me she'd done it until the floor was started. She doesn't even realize how much of a blow that was to me, because I understood the stain wouldn't take on the dark parts of the concrete, and I wanted it to look like SOMETHING instead of just a concrete or muddy f'ing floor. I am so angry about all of this but it's just a touchy situation. They are the biggest hypocrites because they're creative too, and have chosen some really gaudy and wild colors for interiors and other things over the years. They like my creative work, they approve of my lifestyle, I have no idea why they'd be such bitches about this!