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i dont know if its a self esteem or confidence issue, but i do not believe in myself. im 19 and honestly im a real good looking guy, i am constantly told this. i get "hit on" by girls a lot when im out (mainly them trying hard to get my attention) and even if i KNOW this girl wants me i will still be nervous about making a move. the way i see it, why should i be nervous? if i thought a girl was hot and she approached me i would be so happy.

i know im good looking and i know im a fun guy, and i dont know why i just dont truly believe it.

but it needed to happen. i finally told my older brother about my year long oxycodone addiction and how i recently stopped cold turkey.

we were drinking at a club, having a good time, spraying champagne on girls, then all of a sudden something hit me and i felt extremely sad and anxious. i remember standing there looking at everyone having so much fun and thinking why cant that ever be me.

i asked my brother to come to the back with me, and i just started breaking down in front of everyone. few minutes later we left to walk around the boardwalk. im 19 years old and i was HYSTERICALLY crying like a baby for half an hour but it was worth it because it felt great. me and my brother never connected like that before and it was the best feeling ever. we were walking around and talking about pretty deep stuff for hours. things we've never talked about before. he's 27 so hes way older than me and i always saw him as more of a parental figure than a brother but not anymore.

sorry if im just going on about this but i needed to get it out. please give me your feedback and thoughts about anything i just wrote.

this question goes for parents.... im a 19 year old guy with an eyebrow piercing and i'm just wondering what you would think if your daughter introduced me to you (as her boyfriend). what would you think of me?

my piercing doesnt represent anything about me but im sure people stereotype. did i mention im very good looking with an athletes body and a chiseled face?

first off, my neck is on the long side and is pretty muscular with a big adams apple. everyone ive seen with this kind of neck has the same type of neck posture as me.

it sticks out and i stand with my chin up. when i try to push my neck back it looks and feels awkward. just wondering if its because of my body structure

i just started stretching my ears 2 days ago, and the 14g went in no problem on both ears, so i put the 12g right in. the right one went in fine and is doing good right now, but the left one hurt and now im pretty sure i have a little blowout. the left is a lot more sore than the right, and there was blood there when i took them out to clean.

should i just keep the 12 in and soak it with sea salt every day or just go down to the 14, since there is barely a size difference. i'm a long way away from a zero -_-

i got the 14g through my ears with no pain so i moved up to the 12 and it started to hurt now my ear lobes are really red and swollen is that normal?

i wear standard size earrings now which are 18g i believe. i wanna stretch my ear to a 4 or 2 but i wanna know how long that would take. i dont see why i wouldnt just be able to stretch it to a 2g over the course of 2 weeks and just put in 2g plugs.

i was talking to my good friend's sister on facebook a few days ago and i thought i would ask her for her number. she denied me because she said her brother would flip out. couple days later he found out and he's pretty much not talking to me because he says he lost so much respect for me. 2 weeks ago, HE told ME his sister said i was hot.

wtf?? its not like we even did anything... SHE DIDNT EVEN GIVE ME HER NUMBER. all i did was ask. is this a reason to be so mad at your friend? i understand hes protective over his sister but i didnt even do anything. we are both 18 and his sister is 16.

my friend is sort of "with" a girl I used to be sort of "with" too. I say "say" that because it was nothing serious, but of course there are SOME feelings there. we are all 18, me and her never had sex though.

today we were hanging out and had to drive somewhere which ended up taking an hour and a half. throughout the beginning of the car ride I was flirting with her. touching her ear, poking her... and she was giggling. my friend didn't notice a thing. then after a little while she got really quiet and seemed sort of upset and have something on her mind.

is it possible she was thinking about our relationship? did I mention she also sat on my bed and watched me strip down to my boxers and noticed my big bulge?

my hair is not that long, say 3 inches all around. on days when i shampoo my hair, i wait a few hours for it to dry then i iron it. but on the same day when my hair lacks oil, it looks very dry and fried after i iron it. but then it looks GREAT 2 days later. how do i get that same effect of not shampooing it for a few days with a product?

im 18 and im pretty sure i have a hereditary anxiety disorder. my mom told me that the more i grow up, the more i remind her of my father... and its evident that my dad has anxiety problems. in my mind, i truly WANT to do certain things, like get a job or go to away to college. but my anxiety is what stops me and my dad is just like that. oh yeah, did i mention i have a legitimate stutter (stammer)? not like stumbling over my words sometimes, i have a full blown stutter but the anxiety makes it A LOT worse. and by a lot, i mean if you heard me speak in a low-pressure situation you wouldnt even know i stutter. its actually kind of a paradox because high anxiety makes me stutter more, and as a result i will have more anxiety.

i dont really have a real reason to have this much anxiety because i must admit im a pretty attractive young man with excellent communication skills and a great personality, but i hardly get to exhibit this true self i speak of when i'm hiding behind my anxiety. i have taken a small dose xanax once or twice before and i felt like my true self! must be how you 'normal' people feel all the time. must be nice.

friend pulls into the parking lot driving a packed out car with 3 younger girls i've never formally met in the back, all of them pretty cute.. i walk up to the car and said "whos back there?". my friend said "no one.." and reluctantly said their names and i just didnt say anything, and proceeded to ask him to borrow his phone. looking back i think "why the fk didnt i introduce myself or at least say HI".

i really dont get why i do this. i dont have confidence issues its just that i didnt think anything of it at the time, those btches didnt concern me at that moment, my mind was not on them.

i have a thick neck with a big adams apple and deep voice, a defined jaw line and just overall prominent facial features. if you think about it these things often portray masculinity, and masculinity = testosterone. it only makes sense right? i also have a short temper but idk if that means anything lol

i got my lip pierced yesterday and i want to take it out ASAP because i really dont like the way it looks. if i take it out soon will it not leave a scar?

i have the new macbook pro with the i5

u aware? in on srt

i will be attending Ultra Music Festival at the end of March and i would like to know if it would be appropriate for me to walk around shirtless the entire time. im from ny so the weather would still be cold here around that time..