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i feel its time to move out of my parents house now but i cannot find anymore work so is there a way the government can help me out with bills and such until i do find more work ?

so i want to buy something from boohoo.com for my girlfriend but i dont want her to know about it

yet so there is a chance she might open the door for the post and see the packaging witch would give awey the surprise.

can anybody post a picture for me please or a link to see the packaging.

about 10+ years ago i had a dream where i was standing at my bedroom window looking up at the sky and all i could see was thousands and thousands of different kinds of spaceships with all of them having many different coloured lights.

and even tho they were realy big ships mixed around smaller ones in different sizes i was not scared.

even tho they filled the entire sky from my window view. i wasent afraid. it was beautiful. the most beautiful mixture of lights and shapes i have ever seen.

i had this exact same dream last night even tho i have moved home twice since i first dreamt it i was at the same window and saw the same awe inspiring beauty that my eyes have ever witnessed.

could first contact happen like this ?

imagine seeing a wasp the size of a small car. you will be freaked.

now imagine a butterfly the same size as a small car. fear turns to beauty.

i recently read an article about scientists watching a star that has shruk by 15% in the last year and in a few years will go supernova.

but this star is very close. only 600 light years awey so if were looking at the star with our telescopes and viewing a 600 year old image then wouldent everything else we look at be even older thus making us unacurate with our estimates of the universe ?

what i mean is how long does it take for me to point my eyes at an object and then get the picture. do i sintantly see what my eyes are looking at or is the a very brief loading time ?

i want to create my own games on windows but i have Absolutely no knowledge of programming at all. i have looked on the internet about beginning programming and many places say buy books on C/C++ programming but i dont even know what that is.

i need to start right at the basics and hopefully one day make my first game.

there is no classes about programming near where i live so i need to be able to teach myself.

None of my friends or family know about this as i am embarrassed.

i cant help but look on womens clothes websites and dream of looking like the models. what is wrong with me ?

i have this belief that the further out into space you are the faster you can travel maybe faster then light.

my belief is that the further you are from the gravity pull of galaxies then the less thats holding you back. maybe to the point that ure speed limit is what ever your engines can pump out.

wat do u guys think ?