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First it was just firefox. I'd browse for maybe 15 minutes and then i'd get the message "firefox has stopped working" and it would try to find a solution but of course it would just close. Then the times got shorter and shorter until now as soon as i open firefox it stops working. I've run antivirus programs and they come up with nothing. Now the problem is spreading to my other programs. Steam, Minecraft, the Sims... I can't do anything. It started right after i cleared my firefox history - I'd had 3 months of history and my computer ran perfectly but I figured i should clear my history anyway because i hadn't in so long. What can i do?

My PMS lasts for about two and a half weeks before i get my period and it's driving me crazy. I'm only really "normal" for about a week out of a month. Then i have around 4-5 days where i'm on my period and the rest of the time i'm pms-ing. Why is this happening, and what can I do to make it stop? I don't like being so.... on edge all the time. Like i'm waiting for the other shoe to drop and it just doesn't happen, so really i'm just waiting for nothing.

I just feel like i need to talk. I would honestly prefer talking to a therapist or counselor even though i don't like them very much. But talking to a therapist or counselor seems better than talking to my parents. I just want advice. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know anyone that would be able to say the right thing to make me feel better. My mom isn't good at the whole "personal talk" thing and neither is my dad. My dad is prone to digging too deep and trying to pick at little details while completely missing the point, and my mom... She's got issues with personal stuff.

I was thinking about posting something online in this community i'm in but i don't think anyone would read it, just like i don't know that anyone will read this.

I'm not a suicide case. I just feel so alone and depressed all the time, even when i'm in a room full of people i feel alone. I constantly feel like a puzzle piece that was put in the wrong box. I want to cry, but i can't get the tears to fall. Sometimes pressure will increase to the point where i feel like i'm breaking apart, and then i cry a little bit, never more than just a few tears, and then the pressure is relieved but only slightly, and it's only a matter of time before the pressure builds again. It's an endless cycle.

But i don't have the option of talking to a therapist or a counselor. My family doesn't have the money.

I can't talk to my friends. I don't think i really have friends anymore. My constant "blue mood" has pushed them away.

I can't talk to my family. Like i said, they're not good with personal things like emotions.

I'm tempted to call the suicide help line just so i can have someone to talk to that won't judge me. i really need someone to talk to about what i'm feeling.

What can i do?

I'm looking for really really sad fics, but none with Frank or Gerard dying in them. Just some really angsty and emotional stuff. I prefer things on either Livejournal or Dreamwidth, but I'm open to other sites like mibba. Nothing on fanfiction.net or DeviantArt though. I have... issues with those particular sites.

Also, it HAS to be Frank/Gerard. Can be past or present, but nothing like Gerard/LinZ or Frank/Jamia or Gerard/Ray or Gerard/Mikey or Frank/Mikey or Frank/Ray. It has to be Frank/Gerard.

Anyone?

Every time i have to urinate i get this weird tight sensation in my pelvis, almost exactly like when i orgasm. The feeling originates in my bladder area and gives me goosebumps, especially if the urge to urinate is strong.

It happens every single time. It used to happen only if i really really had to pee, but it's beginning to happen even if i have slight urge.

It's getting annoying, even if it's kind of enjoyable.

Especially if it means that they're better off not knowing what you're like on the inside?

I'll give you an example...

So what if everyone thinks that you're happy, but really you aren't. You're really depressed nearly all the time, and sometimes you don't feel any emotion, so you're just blank. But you hide it because you know that everyone is too wrapped up with their own problems to hear yours and you don't want to bother them with your own hurt.

Especially if it means that they're better off not knowing what you're like on the inside?

I'll give you an example...

So what if everyone thinks that you're happy, but really you aren't. You're really depressed nearly all the time, and sometimes you don't feel any emotion, so you're just blank. But you hide it because you know that everyone is too wrapped up with their own problems to hear yours and you don't want to bother them with your own hurt.

My brother is dating my best friend... would it be wrong to date my best friend's brother?

I've been in algebra 1 for quite some time now. You'd think the class'd be a cinch but i can't seem to pay attention! I need to know how i can focus. I'm going to be a junior next year... i need algebra 2 to graduate.

My boyfriend has never been with another girl before, but i've been with a guy before and this makes him incredibly uncomfortable. He says he wants a girl who's never been kissed but he really really likes me. how can i get him to stop dwelling on my past and what can i say to make him feel better about it?

I need some music that my friend and I can listen to when we or anyone in her car can listen to to just chill or laugh our asses off. For instance, I have blink 182's "Sh*t Piss F*ck" and that kitty cat song that goes, "Cat i'm a kitty cat and i dance dance dance and i dance dance dance"

But i need more because i can't think of any really good ones. and i don't want country. or pop. ew. i want some good tunes.

My sister is severely lagging behind on her assignments, and my mom wanted to find her books online. We tried www.classzone.com but they didn't have them. We're looking for english books as well as social studies and science. We live in Indiana, if that's any help.

I tried to google them but i couldn't find them there either.

Any suggestions?

I want to know: Would chocolate frosting taste good on a red velvet cake?

also, if not, how can i make black frosting out of cream cheese frosting without going to a specialty store (in my town there are none) and buying the powder?

Thank you!

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-When i blink it feels like i am getting stabbed

-My eyelid is reddish and slightly swollen

-When i poke my eyelid it hurts badly. Like really bad.

I don't have pinkeye because i only have the one symptom, which is swelling.

It's confusing and painful.

Anything?

this is my personal narrative. I need help. I need to know what would make it better!

The darkness of night surrounded me and crickets chirped merrily. Trucks and cars

rumbled by on the highway a mere 50 yards away from me. I shrugged off my hoodie and sat

down on the pile of rocks below me. I was about 40 feet above the ground, on a large pile of

rocks known to teens in Kentland as Mt. Kent.

My dog, Bear grunted and stood up. I let go of his leash, thinking he wasn't going to go

astray. I thought wrong. While looking up at the star riddled sky, my ears sent a signal to my

brain. What was that scraping noise? It sounded like a plastic leash being dragged on pavement.

I jumped up and peered down at the street, where Bear was walking lazily up the street.

"Bear!" I called out to him. He stopped and looked around.

"Come'ere Bear! Come on! Good Boy!" I shouted, my hands cupped around my mouth.

Bear, stubburnly refusing to listed as always, walked further up the street. I knew where

he was headed, and my friend common sense reminded me quietly that I shouldn't have let go of

his leash. I had to get to him quickly or else he would run onto the highway.

I weighed my options, talking to myself.

"Well, you could walk down, which would take longer, and it's also on the opposite side

of where you need to be, therefore not a good option. Option two: you can slide down, something

you've never done and you know you're slightly afraid of doing that becuase it's steep and it looks

vaguely daunting. So...?"

I made my decision swiftly. I grabbed up my hoodie and nimbly scrambled over the rocks

to the other side. Bear was nearly to the bend in the road, about 20 feet from the highway. I threw

myself down onto a shallow divet in the loose rock, closed my eyes. After a deep breath I opened

my eyes. I was ready.

I shoved off and slid, my heart pounding. I shot down the steep slope; dust was being

thrown into the air.

"Bear!" I nearly screamed, excitement and adrenalin throwing my voice into the cool

night air.

Keeping my eye on the bottom, I caught a glimpse of a hairy beast jauntily bouncing

toward me. I arrived at the base of Mt. Kent in a small cascade of rocks and clouds of dust. Bear

trotted up to me and furiously wagged his pouf of a tail. I smiled at him as i picked up his leash.

As I walked home, I knew that I was finished with fearing certain things. Because if

you're afraid to do something, you might miss out on something amazing.

I'm making a little house in my ceramics class, and i need to find a cool and interesting kind of house. Now i'm not looking for "Creepy witch house" or something like that. like "Victorian", "Gothic Revolution", and "Tudor" are some house kinds but i don't want those because they're really hard to make. But this is a required project so what do you think?

Also, please don't tell me to do my own homework. I'm just looking for suggestions!

also, i do not want anything too church-y. I am not any kind of a religious person, so that would just look weird.

I'm making a little house in my ceramics class, and i need to find a cool and interesting kind of house. Now i'm not looking for "Creepy witch house" or something like that. like "Victorian", "Gothic Revolution", and "Tudor" are some house kinds but i don't want those because they're really hard to make. But this is a required project so what do you think?

Also, please don't tell me to do my own homework. I'm just looking for suggestions!

okay, i'm working on a new story, and i need idea's for a guy's name. He's tallish, pale, mysterious, and good looking with slightly emo-ish style black (or dark brown) hair. here's my summary:

Violet Rose isn't the girl with the fancy clothes from paris, the lastest cell phone glued to her ear, or the rich preppy friends. But she is also not that other girl sitting in the corner alone writing sad poetry. She is someone though. After thwarting mobsters and saving the lives of over 100 people at her school a year ago, Violet just wants to forget about that mess. But when a new guy comes to school, strange things start to happen, and people look to Violet Rose: *** Kicker for help. Will she be able to figure out what's going on? Better yet, will she be able to believe what the cause of all this is?

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and i had one name. but i am looking for something maybe with either of the letters "L" "Z" "T" or "N"

no nathan's, please.

the name i had was Chase Adams. maybe a variation of the name?

thanks for those of you that have any ideas!

I really really really want to play Thank You for the Venom by My Chemical Romance on guitar hero...can i? And if so, how?

It is the only song i've ever wanted to play this badly on guitar hero. It gives me CHILLS. I LOVE IT.

The video starts out with this fat kid getting his hair smoothed down by his mom, then the bus comes and dialogue starts with "the kid" saying something like, "i'm not like the other kids...(something about smelling funny) and my pants are too tight."

the other kids on the bus just stop what they're doing and stare at him, (the lead singer is the bus driver) then they get to school and the fat kid and the band bust in the doors of the school and the lead singer starts singing. The video is set in the school, complete with pole dancers and likewise. It's sort of like the band has taken the kid under their wing. Then at the end of the video the kid gets hmes and his mom asks if he had a good day at school.

I don't remember the name of the song of the band name, but the lead singer is really hot.