Mara Jade

I am 19, an architecture student, doing well in school, have a loving and stable home life. No boyfriend drama. No drugs or alcohol. Strongly religious. All in all, the model for the 'perfect' girl.

So why do I lie about everything? I want to cry everytime I do, but I almost believe the things I say. I know lying is wrong. I hate lies. But they just come out everything I say anything. I lie mostly about little things; what someone said at school, a funny story, something I heard on the radio, something a teacher said. Just 'harmless' things. But I lie to the people I love, and they deserve better than that. I hate saying things to my mom that aren't true.

Recently I met a man that I really want to get to know. I met him online, on a dating site. I told my mom, though, that I met him at school. He's not going to college though. I then told her that I met him last semester but he's skipping this semester for work. There are so many truths mixed up in this it is hard for me to even tell what is true any more.

But what if we keep seeing each other and he meets my parents? I now feel the need to stop seeing him so I won't disappoint my mom; so she won't find out the truth and know I lied to her.

This is getting out of hand. I can't stop lying. I also have extreme anxiety and cannot go tho counseling. I want to be at peace with my self. are there any good websites or books that could help me? Does anyone have any suggestions?

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. I really hope you can help me.

I'm going to a sports grill with a guy for the first time. I don't normally put much thought into how I look, but I want to look nice. Any suggestions that would be attractive but not provocative and appropriate for the environment? I'm 20, he's 29 if that helps.

Thanks.

A few months ago I had a strange dream. I dreamed that I was in a nice house playfully throwing insults and soft objects back and forth with Someone who was my husband (I am completely single). He strongly pulled me into his arms and gave me a kiss that knocked my socks off. Suddenly his mouth was cold as ice. I pulled back and he had become a brown creature, like a sick mock of humanity. I screamed, then fell in a deeper sleep and the dream ceased.

Last night I dreamed I was in my bed. Suddenly I was shoved off the edge of the bed, still tangled in the sheets and with my legs up on the mattress. The brown, sickly creature was leering at me from the bed. He is huge and very strong. His long, wiry hands closed around my throat. I struggled, but couldn't breathe.

Then the creature changed into the most beautiful man I have ever seen. He couldn't possibly have been a man. He had long blonde hair, sleek limbs, arched and pointed ears and intense eyes. His hands were no longer choking me, but gently holding and carressing my head. He was beautiful and aweful at the same time. I tried once more to get away, but he held me locked in the power of his eyes. WHen I say beautiful, it sounds like he was nice or good, but it was the kink of perfect beauty of evil and elemental strength.

Then I woke up, relieved that it was a dream. But my pilow and blankets were still piled on the floor, and the neck of my night shirt was ripped.

Then I woke up for real.

This seems to signify something. What about this dark creature that haunts me? And that terrible, beautiful man?

I've had dreams of everyday things that have come true, and this was not like that. I know dreams are supposed to be insight into you subconscience and have hidden depth and meaning.

Any insight or suggestions would be of great help. I can't wait to hear what you think. Thanks!

A few months ago I had a strange dream. I dreamed that I was in a nice house playfully throwing insults and soft objects back and forth with Someone who was my husband (I am completely single). He strongly pulled me into his arms and gave me a kiss that knocked my socks off. Suddenly his mouth was cold as ice. I pulled back and he had become a brown creature, like a sick mock of humanity. I screamed, then fell in a deeper sleep and the dream ceased.

Last night I dreamed I was in my bed. Suddenly I was shoved off the edge of the bed, still tangled in the sheets and with my legs up on the mattress. The brown, sickly creature was leering at me from the bed. He is huge and very strong. His long, wiry hands closed around my throat. I struggled, but couldn't breathe.

Then the creature changed into the most beautiful man I have ever seen. He couldn't possibly have been a man. He had long blonde hair, sleek limbs, arched and pointed ears and intense eyes. His hands were no longer choking me, but gently holding and carressing my head. He was beautiful and aweful at the same time. I tried once more to get away, but he held me locked in the power of his eyes.

Then I woke up, relieved that it was a dream. But my pilow and blankets were still piled on the floor, and the neck of my night shirt was ripped.

Then I woke up for real.

This seems to signify something. What about this dark creature that haunts me? And that terrible, beautiful man?

Any insight or suggestions would be of great help. I can't wait to hear what you think. Thanks!

Just a random poll of opinions. So guys, What do you find attractive in a woman? Both physical and otherwise.

He is a great friend. We share a major and similar interests. I value our friendship greatly and don't want to loose it, but I've fallen in love with him.

The problem? He doesn't seem to care for me the same way. I've been living with this for a year and it doesn't get any better.

Any suggestions at all? What would/did you do in my situation and how did it work out?

Hi. I have 3 one yr. old puppies. Princess and Duke are litter mates, dutchess is not. Duke and dutchess have begun being mean to princess. She is a very sweet natured and submissive dog. The poor thing often hides under the table and I have to coax her out. How, without getting rid of the other two, can I stop this?

Seperating them is not possible, and neither is constant supervision. They get along when I am around.

What are the real solutions between o and 360 degrees and how would I find them? Thanks!

(cot a -1)(2 sin a +1) = 0

Does anyone know how to do this? I would love a good explanation. Thank you so much.

cos a = 12/37 and sin a > 0

sin 2a

cos 2a

tan 2a

csc 2a

sec 2a

cot 2a

Hi. I have absolutely no idea how to do these, and my textbook isn't making sense. Can anyone explain how to solve these please? Thanks so much.

arccos (square root of 2)/2

arcsin (-1/2)

arcsin (1/2)

Hi. I have absolutely no idea how to do these, and my textbook isn't making sense. Can anyone explain how to solve these please? Thanks so much.

arccos (square root of 2)/2

arcsin (-1/2)

arcsin (1/2)

I dreampt that I was in a nice house playfully throwing insults and soft objects back and forth with Someone who was my husband. He strongly pulled me into his arms and gave me a kiss that knocked my socks off. Suddenly his mouth was cold as ice. I pulled back and he had become a brown creature, like a sick mock of humanity. I screamed, then fell in a deeper sleep and the dream ceased.

I do not even have a boyfriend, let alone a husband, so I don't know who he was.

Any ideas what this could mean? Any impressions could help me. Thanks so much!

6^(2x-2) =3^(x-3)

How would I express this in terms of natural log?

Thanks!

What are your thoughts on modesty in women? What do you think when you see a girl in a long feminine skirt? What do you think about an attractive girl who covers herself?

I've been asked to marry a guy that wanted me to live in a travel trailor in his mom's yard. I guy that was here on a visa and wanted to stay. And a guy that I'd only talked to 4 times, never met in person, lives in another state and has a 7 year old son!

How may times have you proposed/been proposed to?

So when you are done chasing all those hot easy women, who would you want to settle down with? What traits do you seek? What kind of woman would you want to spend your life with, raise your children?

Does anyone else think that those adament feminists have destroyed the image of a lady? What if I want to wear a modest but flirty dress? Why do women hide their femininity behind blue jeans and t-shirts? Men are now comfortable swearing in front of us. Doors are not opened.

Does anyone else see the role of Lady fading away?

I have found an amazing christian guy. I love his devotion to Our Lord and the blessed mother. Spiritually he is everything I would want. But he barely knows I exist. We were friends separated a long time ago. A friend's wedding just crossed our paths again. I'm 18, he's 20.

The only problem is that he is very exroverted, and I'm kind of shy at first.

I need advise! Should I try to get to know him better and risk falling flat on my face? Or should I just accept that he doesn't pay much attention to me, and forget about him?

You know the magizine add where you see a woman's mouth with vivid lipstick. Her lips are parted and she is biting either a cherry, flower, fruit, keys... in her front teeth? What is the website advertised? What product name? Where can I get those images?