LonelyStar

I have a very sensitive vagina.

. Any chemicals, soaps will irritate it and cause me to be in pain

And I wanna shave but the shaving cream. .

do only rich people have them, so lemmie get this right, if you get that card, you can buy whatever you want?

so Like after i pee, i still feel full, and like i'll have to pee 2 or 3 times after that, at the same time., i got tested, said it wasnt a UTI, and i feel like i could just pee on myself and i be leaking. whats wrong with me?

To me, I don't have a dad. I don't have a father. But my mom is trying to get to spend time with a guy, who treated her like ish. ad never did anything for me. And he has like 10 other kids. He has never really done anything for me & i don't like him & feel uncomfortable around him. And he calls my mom asking about me & i feel like she is going to try to force me to spend,time with him. And he's a creepy perv. i dont want too :( what should i tell her?

Long Story Short. My Dad was'nt really in my life, and when he was, i didnt want him to be. I have spent some time with him at my grandparents house, because my mom or grandma made me go over there. But anyway, my dad was never a dad. He has like 10 other kids, that he doesnt take care of. And Now he thinks we have a relationship. Too Litte Too late. He never really done nothing for me. I dont like him, i'm uncomfortable around him , & we have nothing to talk about. He's a perv. And I remember he holding me over the fence, while he was running from the police. i remember him like pushing my mom into a wall and throwing her glasses over the balcony. so like once a year, he & mom still have a relationship, so he texted her , like oh tell aaliyah i love her, and can we go to a movie? & i'm like no and my mom like. why. am i wrong?

you know, the guy who is successful, who is rich. someone to take care of you & give you all the fancy things. most girls want a guy who has money, that doesnt make them a gold digger, does it?

like some women, alot of women. . it seems like can douche and use summer's eve & other products to make their vagina smell good and NOT get yeast infections..? how? me, i have an OVERLY sensitive vagina.. it gets irriated alot & very easily. like today my towel accidently touch my vagina & i started to be in pain, because of the laundry detergernet. :(

like usually cost. i know they cost alot, they are expensive, luxury, name brands. but do they cost a hundred or a thousands?

I know, money does'nt bring happiness, but being broke is no fun. Having money can make you happy. If you don't have money, you can't take care of yourself, & how you gonna be happy like that? I think it would be nice & fun to have expensive luxury things. but at the end of the day, that doesnt matter, it can be gone. Money can't save your life or make you live forever. It can't bring a love one back. But i guess money brings comfort. what you think?

I wanna squeeze boobs. they feel nice. and probably would suck some... but maybe its because i'm flatchested & dont have none? i feel like i could do some things with a girl, but wouldnt go all the way, like with the dildos. and their was this girl one time who i think was bi & she had tonuge ring, kinda turnt me on & i be wanting to kiss & squeeze my friend boobs, but like she's not really into that, i mean she has a bf, she let me play around with her sometimes. but yeah. idk. she said she dated a girl before.

well one is not getting pregnant, think thats the biggest one.

Harry styles like older women, women old enough to be his mom.which is wierd & kinda creepy... i mean nothing is wrong with liking someone older than u, cause i have a crush on my principal & he 43 & i would date him. if i could. but it seems like harry likes them a lil bit too much & i heard, he was messing with married women? you know how girls date older guys cause of having " father issues " maybe his mom was in his life too much...

well, since i'll never ever be able to have sex, due to physcial pain & unknown reasons ..why not just become a lesbian?? i mean girls dont have penises.. and i hope they dont use dildos all the time.., lol. i have a very sensitve & stupid vagina, and since i wont ever be able to have sex, i'm useless to a man.

like stuff, i dont need or use anymore. like headphones, mp3

I Love Justin Bieber, but lately he has been acting Bad, or at least the media is trying to make it seem like that. Like everytime i hear about him, its something bad, like the driving, so called drugs, house parties. I just dont understand it. he wasnt acting like this when he was 16 , when he was with selena. so why act like it now? I still think he is a good person.

Pac was from NY, but he claimed L.A more. Like i thought he was from L.A , because he got so much love for L.A, but he wasnt born their.

i would like to take pretty pictures but for myself. not for no else.. but i dont know, i dont. like to do anything, but i would like to do that.

i'm skinny. flatchested. 34 waist.

but my forehead big, but so is tyra banks.

So i think i have a UTI. pretty sure. I have been having to pee alot, and back & neck been hurting. and i got a headache. mom wont take me to doctor, doesnt believe anything wrong with me. says its normal. my urine is clear. from drinking water. and no strong odor. so can i still have one? :(

So. I don't know what's wrong me. I feel bad and like a pervert. So i do think old men are gross pervs. But i think a lot of men are pervs. a lot of men are bad. Anyway me & my dad aren't close. He didn't really raise me , which is fine. and i don't want to have nothing to do with him. he's a perv. anyway. i mean he never done anything physical to me, not that i know of. but its how he acts.anyway after i seen some of the movie lolita, started to get this thing for older men & got this huge crush on my principal. like i have real feelings for him. and get jealous when he talks to other females. i just like how he handles hiself. his personality makes everything about him attractive. anyway i like to see pervs on tv, i guess . it exictes me. but if i seen one in real life, its like " get away from me my, before i kill you " & have bad perverted thoughts & started reading insest stories, movies. and looking at pictures . i don't like old men, but its like i kinda want one. its like i want a dad and a boyfriend, all in one. what's wrong with me?