Kauai

I was gone for 4 days and when i came back home it liquefied! I removed it, wiped everything down with clorox wipes, used baking soda and shampooed the carpet then let the room air out for 2 days but it still smells... sour. what else an I do?? Please help, I give birth in 3 weeks and refuse to bring my baby home to this odor!!

I hate everything lately! myself, my family, my boyfriend (or what shitty excuse for a boyfriend he is)... everything! I have nothing to look forward to. I want to have an abortion, but when I tried to make an appointment I just cried and cried and couldn't do it. I don't know what to do. I want to run away but I don't have anywhere to go. help me please! Any advice, stories, prayers... anything will help!

I'm 25 and unemployed. My bf is the same. This wasn't a planned pregnancy (obviously). He's excited, but I'm shaken up. I was raised religious and I know that I should have been married first, and now I feel like such a loser. I don't know if i want to marry him, I did before, but now I don't know. Are we gonna be those types that get married just because you're pregnant and then resent your spouse and kids later in life and still go on living empty?

And furthermore, he doesn't even talk to me about things like, where will we live, how will we support this child? Only I have a vehicle, but it's a truck, how are we gonna bring a child home in a truck?

And what are we supposed to talk about and how do I know that he's not just saying all of it just to have me have his baby?

Sorry- I'm just distraught and scared. I just found out today and he's off drinking while I try to do homework, but how can I concentrate when I just want to cry myself to sleep and not wake up.