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Pain in my lower stomach, sleepless nights,

and this strange sickness in the morning.

All symptoms proving one fact.

I was not protected.

Not protected from this world

of upside down decisions.

Decisions that would either result

in a gain or a loss.

Losing a piece of me, losing my future.

Or even losing everything I hold so dear.

Was this the right choice?

Am I the right choice?

Choice never came though.

Scarlet blood rushed out

of the spot that had once been so pure.

Pure of so much harm and emotion.

My eyes landed on what would've been and

what could've been.

On the rights and wrongs of my life choices.

Choices that could never be chosen.

Say you're at school, sitting or hanging out somewhere and a girl walks by. What would make you think really anything about her?

I am not being racist just so everyone knows. You can do whatever you want with you life. Since it is your life. I've just noticed that some guys prefer asian girls, women, whatever for some reason. Why?

It's usually introducing yourselves then hanging out or talking online then hanging and talking more then going out. How long is all this? Like a few weeks?

I've never done it so I don't know whether it would be just plucking hairs or waxing them. I don't know if that makes a difference in price, what way you shape them.

I would prefer not to hear you want a "cool" girl or you only want a girl for the physical stuff. If that's truly what you want though then that's your answer.

Here's the situation: I've been hanging out with this guy for awhile now. We get along. I'm pretty sure I like him more than he likes me because that's usually the way it is with me. I've been realizing I want more from him without knowing if he wants more from me. And here's what I'm going to say soon...

i think we should go out. it's cool if you don't want to. i'm good either way.

what would a guy say to that?

I don't mean, what does a guy notice about a girl. We all know it's smile, body, clothes. That sort of stuff. I mean, when you're hanging out with her and she's talking. What does she look like to you or what are you thinking?

There's this guy in one of my classes. He's talked to me since the first day of class. He makes jokes, smiles, is always turned a little toward me in his chair. He say's hey or what's up to me every day when I come in. He wanted to make sure I got some email he sent me... that one could just be his personality. Anyway. Is he interested or does he actually like me?

I'm just doing something nice. I'm not trying to start up an argument about the stage version being better than the movie or however you may feel. I was looking up pictures and found this great website. Make sure to have your sound on as you look through them.

http://www.rosiev.com/index.html

The date I'm going to is in August. I try every so often to buy tickets and every time it says someone else might be looking at these tickets, they're not available, or I have to wait until it's closer. If I do have to wait until when it's closer, when can I buy them then?

Please actually help me and don't ask me why I would ever want to see someone so talented and charitable.

I'm not even being mean when I ask this. It's that age old problem. Guys don't get girls. Girls don't get guys. Even though we're both so simple. It really doesn't take much for either of us to be happy with one another but some of us still over think everything or think the other person will freak if we do that. I know that a big thing with guys is that girls take an interest in what they like to do since guys are huge on free time. This one guy told me that most guys think about work, school, and free time and sometimes girls in between. While most girls think about whatever guy all the time or 70% of the time.

sorry it can't be the movies because i've already seen the movie we would see together (i only just thought of this so yeah) and i don't know if he'd be willing to see it when i already have. oh and it can't be bowling cuz we're doing that in a group.

I saw this guy last night and I'm not planning on calling today but I'm sick of waiting a few days to call him again so he doesn't think I'm clingy. Will he care if I call tomorrow? And another detail, we've been hanging not like boyfriend girlfriend but hanging out for a month. He's not just some crush or something. We actually hang out and do stuff if you get my drift haha.

like the things you might've gotten points knocked off for or things you've heard of

the ones about the 25-35 year old woman living in the city? She's a single, working woman trying to find love with the help of her friends. Kind of like Jane Green or Sophie Kinsella books.