Rene

I could be recalling it wrong. I called the store earlier and the manager wasn’t in. I asked who I spoke to about it they put me on hold and just said to come at 9. I think they just didn’t know. It is good to be early than late. But I wouldn’t want to be a whole 30 minutes early. How does that look?

I know all situations aren’t the same, and it may be possible that I should have asked the person who I spoke to in the first place, but if anyone knows from experience it’s be a great help. If not, I can just call the manager again.

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Like lowered inhibitions similar to drunk people, but I want to achieve this without alcohol or drugs.

It's kind of annoying. I get the appeal, but it doesn't seem realistic, ya know, me actually getting the scholarship. Hundreds of other students are applying. What are the chances of me getting it? And, they say it as if it's the solution to everything, too. "Have you applied for any scholarships?" "You should try applying for scholarships!" "I just gone done applying to scholarships.". Is this just me being pessimistic? And, don't get me wrong, I'm a straight A student with a 4.5 GPA, so I obviously care about furthering my education, but this finance stuff is stressful. And, the people around me seem to (think they) have it all figured out.

Someone told me it's "southern heritage", but I don't believe that. And as a person of color, whenever I see the confederate flag I get really triggered.

During the day, at school, I go to the bathroom between classes all the time just to look in the mirror. And, like I don't think that I am shallow or a narcissist, I just really care about how I look and want to make sure I look okay, all the time. I think I look good, but that isn't why I look in the mirror, ya know. If anything, it stems from how I used to have low self-esteem. I know I'm not the only one either cause sometimes I meet the same girls everyday looking in the mirror just like me.

I have an issue where I always run away from the guys that like me. I can literally chase my crush forever, and talk about how much I want a boyfriend, but then when another guy (who I find fairly attractive) shows interest in me, I can't get on board. I want to like this other guy so much, but I'm almost always sure, this time I'm not.

When we were taking the actual class with instruction and all I found out that a lot of the students have driven before, I was confused because 1. that's illegal and 2. I have never done it before (and I am a year ahead of most of them). I am not scared, I just know I'm gonna look stupid. I am aware that it is drivers education for a reason and that I am supposed to be learning, but I should know a little something.

I was talking to this guy friend on the bus, he went to go talk to this girl. Then moved to a seat near us, and he was about to sit down but she was like no, and was telling him to move up a row. I said aloud "wow, thanks". I was just being sarcastic, but I think she could have took it wrong. I feel so bad.

I've never had a guy be so straightforward that he likes me, so I don't know how to deal. I'm generally shy, but I don't want to keep getting so nervous around him.