Sage

ok, so i've been hallucinating. let me provide detes. i have a pretty shitty time sleeping, so i wake up a lot during the night, and sometimes (probably like 2 times a week) i'll wake up (fully conscious) and start hallucinating. they started out visual, but now i'm starting to have auditory hallucinations also. it's really weird though, because while i'm having them i'm sort of in like an extreme state of confusion. the visual ones would often scare me, even though i wouldn't be seeing anything scary, i would get an overwhelming feeling of fright. the auditory ones don't bother me (knock on wood) , they honestly even kind of comfort me. but this is the crazy thing. i cannot recall the hallucinations when theyre finished and gone, it's like my brain cant even comprehend them and immediately blocks them out. for example, i can remember what the voice sounded like, how long it was talking for, what my feelings were while it was happening, and all that. i just can't ever remember what it was telling me. i can also remember bits and pieces of the visual hallucinations but theyre very blurry. it's just so weird to me, i don't understand. whats the cause of them? do you think they will progress as i get older? :( btw i'm almost 15

I'm not even aware I'm doing it. it's weird lol

every time i try sleeping i just can't :( it takes me at least half an hour to fall asleep if i do. and then im constantly flopping around and waking up and changing my position. i seriously will watch the hours on the clock go by every night. i tried taking melatonin it does NOT work. do not suggest that! i get about 2 to 3 hours of sleep every night and it really really sucks. especially now since school has started. it pisses me the **** off, i just need a good nights sleep. HOW DO I ACHIEVE THAT?

i'm really worried about my dog, this lump showed up on her leg out of nowhere. my dad took her to the vet when it was really tiny and the vet told us to come back if it got bigger. and now it's huge. my dad doesn't seem to care though :/ and every time i say we should take her to the vet he says he will but ends up never doing so. what should i do? do you think it could be some type of tumor? thanks

okay so i've been noticing some things lately that are making me wonder if im developing schizophrenia or something. when im falling asleep at night i'll be woken up by someone whispering my name. i usually ignore it and try to go to bed. also, i have the hardest time sleeping, get maybe 2 or 3 hours of sleep every night, my moods have become intense and change radically in a very short period of time. like seriously, i can feel insanely happy, and almost superior one moment, and then isolated, confused, and sad the next. also, an example of a minor delusion i've been having is people are talking about me when theyre not... it only lasts a minute, and i always come to the conclusion that they're conversing a totally different subject. all in all my thought process seems to slowly be changing and i don't know what to think or do..?

i just got two female bunnies. one is very meek and shy, and one is the opposite, very vibrant and unafraid. i need help with names that would fit their personalities. thanks!

something funny please. need lots of suggestions!

It takes me half and hour at the least to fall asleep at night. I toss and turn non stop, and wake up in the middle of the night multiple times. It takes me freaking hours to fall back asleep. I only get a couple hours of sleep everynight. It makes me feel like crap in the morning. I've tried taking herbal sleeping pills with Tylenol PM and it didn't help. I get irritable so freaking easy! please help lol what should I do? I'll listen to anything

Need that bittersweet feeling lol what are some sad songs?

it's not like i'd try and do anything sexual with him. i just think he's very attractive. thats not weird right? lol he looks a lot like my boyfriend. just older

something funny!! thanks :p

on family guy it seems mainly only brian communicates with stewie. what's up with that?

i'm getting two rats. which gender will be more playful/loving?

i have a terrible flu, cant keep anything down. so nauseas and dizzy. my boyfriend went to go buy 7 up and chicken soup. will this make me feel a lil better? or do you think i'll just puke it up. i haven't been sick in soo long. thanks :p

i've been having the weirdest dreams lately. extremely vivid, its insane. it got me thinking why the hell do we dream? whats the purpose?

gonna get a pit soon. it's female. need names?? thanks

Need to stay up and study! have no coffee. heellp lol

does this turn men on? it doesn't really bother me. as long as he he's doing a good job lol. just was wondering if it was normal. never been with a guy that liked pulling my hair while sex.

my boyfriend did heroin for several years, he's 23. he hasn't had a hit for about two days. we dont really know how bad withdrawal can get.. he's been puking for hours, shaking, non stop been moaning for a hit. i dont know what the heck to do. we flushed the rest of it. how long do you think this will last and what to expect? thanks