knuckles36

I'm 19 years old and have NEVER had a boyfriend...when i tell people in particular guys they think i'm lying .....but sadly its TRUE......and tips or trick or possible reasons why this is ...I consider myself to be reasonably attractive, sweet and funny chick.

i'm not insecure just curious ....

btw here are the pics

http://s759.photobucket.com/albums/xx232/brownspic...

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on vestibular papillomatosis. vulvar papillae.......

Please rate and leave constructive criticism?

how is this honestly?

Who can dive into my spirit and swim through my soul

to warm me up when my heart feels cold....?

I beg for his name....

He encapsulates all that I am in an envelope of his abysmal love

soothing me like a cup of hot coffee on a frigid winter morning

or a warm leather glove

sheathing me in an effusion of ecstacy that comes without forewarning.....

Expose your self.......

Kindle a Flame

so that i might know thy name

Emancipating my depraved soul from this carcass

so that i may roam with my unknown........

emerging from the darkness

like a spritz of cologne

divulge your essence

so that i may bask here in your presence :)

how is this honestly?

Who can dive into my spirit and swim through my soul

to warm me up when my heart feels cold....?

I beg for his name....

He encapsulates all that I am in an envelope of his abysmal love

soothing me like a cup of hot coffee on a frigid winter morning

or a warm leather glove

sheathing me in an effusion of ecstacy that comes without forewarning.....

Expose your self.......

Kindle a Flame

so that i might know thy name

Emancipating my depraved soul from this carcass

so that i may roam with my unknown........

emerging from the darkness

like a spritz of cologne

divulge your essence

so that i may bask here in your presence :)

----site

---age to get in

-----where it is

somewhere thatplays reggae /soca/ dancehall or hiphop

he was raised in a black house hold rather than white ...in the same situation with out a father ???

or would he have gone the usual path

-under what circumstances?

-is there a restriction on whwere they chill/hangout at ?

-is there a restriction on what they talk about ?(other guys/girls...sex...relationship problems)

-if its possible do you think it will last ?

-what if one had a bf/gf? could they still be friends then ?

-if you used to go out with or have any type of romantic relations with the person what is the chance of things going back to the way they were before ?

I think that it's worthless if it is sold

-what's the difference speaking about:

-old school

-pac

-biggie

-jay-z

-Nas

my guy friend say they flow the same jay z and biggie.......

please inform me

-what's the difference speaking about:

-old school

-pac

-biggie

-jay-z

-Nas

my guy friend say they flow the same jay z and biggie.......

please inform me

nah just kidding answer my question please....

SpokenWORD poem ......PLEASE I NEED critiques cause i wanna preform it on saturday!?

I said BABY!

I think i'm pregnant

he said, what you gunna do?

what am i gunna do? what are WE gunna do?

I said my period is late

he said boy this is a mistake.....what if it ain't mine?

i said ni.GGa you think i'm lying?

girl we dont even date!

OH HELL no! and this is where i went off ........

See Ni.GGas like you, sh.it you only wanted a quick screw.

i'm not gunna say all, just some.

after ya''ll come ya'll ready to run

and that's the shi.t i hate

but it seems like ya'll the type of ****.as I always seem to date....

(its not finished that's just the beginning that came in my head a lil while ago )

2 hours ago - 3 days left to answer.

I said BABY!

I think i'm pregnant

he said, what you gunna do?

what am i gunna do? what are WE gunna do?

I said my period is late

he said boy this is a mistake.....what if it ain't mine?

i said ni.GGa you think i'm lying?

girl we dont even date!

OH HELL no! and this is where i went off ........

See Ni.GGas like you, sh.it you only wanted a quick screw.

i'm not gunna say all, just some.

after ya''ll come ya'll ready to run

and that's the shi.t i hate

but it seems like ya'll the type of ****.as I always seem to date....

(its not finished that's just the beginning that came in my head a lil while ago )

When a guy wants to vibe or chill with you?

-what does this mean?

--is there a secret meaning ?

---um...should you let him tell you where?

---does that mean he might have feelings for me ?

ok here's the story this guy i used to talk to last year asked to me chill cause he saw on my facebook status that i was back in florida for a few months......

*previous knowlege

i lost my virginity to him we kinda had a bad fight and made up eventually we are just friends now and i havent seen him from since last may because i was in the bahamas for the summer and moved to georgia in the fall. i had a chat with him yesterday cause he gave me his number and we caught up on things a lil but and he said when he got his car back he wanted to vibe with me ......

-what does this mean?

--is there a secret meaning ?

---um...should you let him tell you where?

ok here's the story this guy i used to talk to last year asked to me chill cause he saw on my facebook status that i was back in florida for a few months......

*previous knowlege

i lost my virginity to him we kinda had a bad fight and made up eventually we are just friends now and i havent seen him from since last may because i was in the bahamas for the summer and moved to georgia in the fall. i had a chat with him yesterday cause he gave me his number and we caught up on things a lil but and he said when he got his car back he wanted to vibe with me ......

-what does this mean?

--is there a secret meaning ?

---um...should you let him tell you where?

ok here's the story this guy i used to talk to last year asked to me chill cause he saw on my facebook status that i was back in florida for a few months......

*previous knowlege

i lost my virginity to him we kinda had a bad fight and made up eventually we are just friends now and i havent seen him from since last may because i was in the bahamas for the summer and moved to georgia in the fall. i had a chat with him yesterday cause he gave me his number and we caught up on things a lil but and he said when he got his car back he wanted to vibe with me ......

I really dont know what to do has anyone ever felt this way?

I want to erase

the mark you made on me, but

it is here to stay.

Nothing I do can

remove that stain you placed on

my heart. Can't rinse clean

Took forever to

try to forget you, still these

memories haunt me.

Bringing happy and

sad visions I wish that they

would just go away.

Thought I finally

got the last mark off. How wrong!

You come yet again.

Painting my heart and

mind with a plethora of

confusion and need.

NO MORE MARKS I JUST

WANT TO BE CLEAN,WANT TO BE

FREE. MY ONLY PLEA...

:)

these are a series of haiku i wrote ....to get these feelings out of my head any ideas on names?? are they any good thanks

I want to erase

the mark you made on me, but

it is here to stay.

Nothing I do can

remove that stain you placed on

my heart. Can't rinse clean

Took forever to

try to forget you, still these

memories haunt me.

Bringing happy and

sad visions I wish that they

would just go away.

Thought I finally

got the last mark off. How wrong!

You come yet again.

Painting my heart and

mind with a plethora of

confusion and need.

NO MORE MARKS I JUST

WANT TO BE CLEAN,WANT TO BE

FREE. MY ONLY PLEA...

I really dont know what to do has anyone ever felt this way?

I want to erase

the mark you made on me, but

it is here to stay.

Nothing I do can

remove that stain you placed on

my heart. Can't rinse clean

Took forever to

try to forget you, still these

memories haunt me.

Bringing happy and

sad visions I wish that they

would just go away.

Thought I finally

got the last mark off. How wrong!

You come yet again.

Painting my heart and

mind with a plethora of

confusion and need.

NO MORE MARKS I JUST

WANT TO BE CLEAN,WANT TO BE

FREE. MY ONLY PLEA...

:)

these are a series of haiku i wrote ....to get these feelings out of my head any ideas on names?? are they any good thanks

I want to erase

the mark you made on me, but

it is here to stay.

Nothing I do can

remove that stain you placed on

my heart. Can't rinse clean

Took forever to

try to forget you, still these

memories haunt me.

Bringing happy and

sad visions I wish that they

would just go away.

Thought I finally

got the last mark off. How wrong!

You come yet again.

Painting my heart and

mind with a plethora of

confusion and need.

NO MORE MARKS I JUST

WANT TO BE CLEAN,WANT TO BE

FREE. MY ONLY PLEA...

:)

these are a series of haiku i wrote ....to get these feelings out of my head any ideas on names?? are they any good thanks