Nikki

It started out with my relationship. My partner is a very jealous possessive person. He isolated me because he just wanted us. It was only one person who crush on me, and the rest were just friendship. I can't stop someone from liking me, but i am a mature person who handle all situation properly. His controlling got out of hand and expected me to ignore everyone, he wanted "just us." I love him and honor his wish. Two years after, he got bore with just us and started treating me mean. I can tell even if he was giving me excuses that he was sick or tire. A sick and tire person doesn't express boredom on their face or always let out a long deep sigh. I was a very good gf and never did anything wrong. Now that he wanted more, he broke his word and went dig up friends that he stopped talking to 10yrs ago. His answer was i am "selective of friends." I don't mind that he has friends, but the part where i got upset was that he treated me so unfair. I tried to tell him how i felt and he flip the switch and say i am isolating him. It got me furious and we argued. I feel so lonely because i can't talk to anyone. I don't know where to go searching for friends or even find one. I am so used to being alone and waiting for him at home. I feel lifeless when we argue. I have no one to talk to and it's very sad for me. He kept on making me feel i am isolating him when all i felt was unfairness. Still today, i don't isolate him, but i feel very bitter. His inconsistency is very annoying.

Growing up i was a good kid and still am. I dont party or do drugs like other kids. I dont sleep around and get pregnant at young age. All i do is go to school and come home. My mother wasnt never satisfy of me and demand too much from me when she wasnt providing the education and love a mother should. Now that she is older she gets on my nerve every single day. She is too selfish. She never cook, clean, groceries, pump her own gas, or do things for ourselves that we do in our life. She doesnt clean after herself. In fact i never remember she ever did anything beside makeup and clothes. On her days off she make me take her to watch 3 movies! When she has time off from work thats all she does. I cant tell her how i feel about her because she will get mad and think im heartless not being a good daughter. Each time she tells me to do something for her she always say she is busy as an excuse. But the truth is she never do anything. Even my bf thinks she is annoying.

I don't know where to begin of my 5 yrs relationship. I feel so alone and upset with my bf. My bf is a very jealous person who doesnt like me to have friends or make friends. Before we met, i had a few guy friends online. A few of them ended up crushing on me, but i kept it strictly friendship between us. Then my bf and i got together and he became a psycho jealous person. I wanted our relationship to work, so i disappear from my online friends. Even guys i met at school, he even had a problem with them. He gets jealous seeing us sharing a conversation. He made a big deal and we fought a few times. So then i stop talking to my classmate. My bf strictly just want us, he said he doesn't need any friends. So it had been us every since. During our relationship we had fights and it's always him starting the arguments. I couldn't stand him and left. He kept on calling and asking me to come home. I did a few times in the beginning until it got too annoying that he keeps on repeating the routine. Each and everytime i ended up staying out longer and longer. I never came home until 2 am in the morning, it started off leaving for 2hrs then increased to 4hrs, and now it's until in the middle of the night when i come home. As always he apologized and asked for forgiveness, so i decided to make it work since we had been together for a long time. After 3 days we got along, i found out he went on facebook contacting his old friends whom he stopped hanging out 5 years ago. I got upset when he told me cuz i left him all night, he was lonely and needed someone to talk to. How ridiculous is that, it was always his fault that made me left. He keep on apologizing and repeating time after time. I am really stupid for staying with him, but i do love him and appreciate what he had done for me. That's why it hurts me, which also is why i always stayed with him. Now, to the point i got so annoyed that he is a hypocrite, ridiculous jerk. He isolated me for so long, i got used to being with only him, don't care if i have friends. Now, i don't know where can i go to find friends, even 1 friend to have.

I have a dell xps 720 desktop, factory overclocked 3.33ghz, 8gb ram. I chose the overclocked option on dell.com when customizing my processor. My PC came with Windows Vista 32 bit Home Premium. I didn't like Windows Vista and let alone it's 32bit. So I format my hard drive and installed Windows 7 64bit. I installed all the drivers that support 64 bit. After 2 days of using the new windows version I received a blue screen. So i restarted my computer and thought the problem would go away, but the blue screen keep appearing constantly. It's getting to the point that it's annoying. I thought my hardware weren't compatible with Windows 7 even though it said it supports Windows 7. So i went back to Vista 64 bit, but i still receive the blue screen. I don't know what's going on, I had Windows freshly formatted each time, and installed drivers that came with my PC. I remember one of the blue screen messages mention something about "less or equal...." "clock calculation problem with one of the core" Does anyone have any idea how to fix it?

My parents and I escaped our country when I was young. I grew up in America pretty much adjusted to the American culture. This doesn't mean I'm a bad kid. I don't hang out late at night, I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs. I don't sleep around or got pregnant. I hardly have a social life outside of school. I'm a B student who doesn't do bad in school. I'm mostly home throughout the week, even year. To my parents they aren't satisfied, they expected me to always have straight As. To me they weren't the parents who i wish to have. My dad is a hot temper man who verbally abused me and sometime physical abused me if i upset him. If i don't understand my homework, he would smack me real hard on my head until i get it. He used his hand even chopstick. He cursed at me for everything even if he already bought milk then i buy another carton not knowing he already bought one. This is one of the abusing that I get from him. He would curse at me if I happened to break a dish when I'm washing them. Overall, he curses at me for the littlest thing when other dad just smile or tease their kids. My mom wasn't a mother figure at all. She is very selfish. She wants the best for her. She spent all of her time on her beauty such as make up and money on expensive clothes, sunglasses, and shoes. If she took me shopping she complains that I cost too much. My yearly clothes only cost $300, compared to her, that's only her one time trip to the cosmetic counter. She spent $500 at a time on a jacket. I never had any toys growing up nor a jacket to wear. She slept on nice bed and soft comforter. She gave me her old bed to sleep on. When I asked for a thicker blanket, she would complaint i asked for too much. "don't you know we are poor people, your father and I worked too hard for you to spend this much." Growing up, I always hear that line. Until one day I discovered my parents make more than i thought. My dad spent most of his money on gambling. He never let us turn on the house heat, or lights, but he can lost thousand of dollars betting on sports and casino gambling. The home i live in is always dark and cold. He would hit me and curse at me if the electricity bill come home to be more than $150. Regardless if the utilities bill is over $200, he would yell until our neighbors hear us. Im not the type to waste anything. Even if there is an error with the billing company, he would scream and yell at me, accusing me that it was my fault. I never had anything growing up, even if i was a good kid. My mother never cook and seldom clean. My dad does all of the cooking and grocery shopping. At the end, he grew tire of her and cheated on her. Both of them were never a parent figure to me. Now that her husband left her, she totally depended on me. I feel sorry for her because she's by herself. She is not capable of doing anything, not even pumping her own gas. She doesn't seem to appreciate me. She doesn't understand for me at all and expect me to always treat her like a queen. To the point i think she's really pathetic and annoying. I do everything for her and at home. I manage school and come home to clean and cook for her. I went grocery shopping, pump her gas, wash her car, and take out the trash, do the dishes, doing her errands such as going to the bank, deal with household stuff. All she does is go to work, then come home and stayed in her rooms for hours then come down and eat dinner. On her day off, she wakes up really late, around 3-4pm in the afternoon. This has been her routine throughout her life. She complains that she has insomnia. I feel sorry for her because she is my mother. She did somewhat took care of me when I was a kid. Not to mention she is paying for my school and braces right now. I dont mind taking care of her because I know that's my responsibility. However, she doesn't make my life easier. Little things she can do to help me out such as cleaning up after her mess after a meal, throwing away empty bags after she used them, or empty cans she opened. But she doesn't, she left them laying around and napkins on the floor all the time. She expects me to clean after her every single details. She doesn't realize how annoying she is.. I have so many displease things to say, but I can't tell her. She would say I'm a bad kid and do not respect her own mother. What is so annoying about her is that she asked every single questions when it's right in front of her eyes. She is really weird and not understanding. She is always late and expect people to wait for her, then she would always have the lamest excuse. At times I feel that my tone of voice change toward her. Don't get me wrong, i don't curse or scream at her. My tone just show my displeased with her. She said I'm very rude. I am a bad daughter. This really upset me because she doesn't know her own daughter. It makes me really sad to see how

I have a dell xps 720 desktop, factory overclocked 3.33ghz, 8gb ram. It came with Windows Vista 32 bit Home Premium. I didn't like Windows Vista and let alone it's 32bit. So I format my hard drive and installed Windows 7 64bit. I installed all the drivers that support 64 bit. After 2 days of using the new windows version I received a blue screen. So i restarted my computer and thought the problem would go away, but the blue screen keep appearing constantly. It's getting to the point that it's annoying. I thought my hardware weren't compatible with Windows 7 even though it said it supports Windows 7. So i went back to Vista 64 bit, but i still receive the blue screen. I don't know what's going on, I had Windows freshly formatted each time, and installed drivers that came with my PC. I remember one of the blue screen messages mention something about "less or equal...." "clock calculation problem with one of the core" Does anyone have any idea how to fix it?

My gf soon to be 9yrs plan to spend New Year with me, just simply doing the things we used to do before. Somehow she changed her mind because her co worker friends ask her if she wants to go hang out with them at the casino. She told me since I don't dance or gamble I should stay home. I feel really hurt and lonely at the same time. I feel left out because we always spent every New Year together. She knows I would never abandon her, but she can be very inconsiderate of my feeling. When we argued and she knows it's her fault, but she act so defensive and mad at me. I don't understand her. She doesn't even bother to apologize. All she thinks is that we're not compatible, how ridiculous is that. Am I wrong for feeling this way?

I'm confused. I have a 6yrs relationship with my gf since we're 17yrs. My gf used to be really jealous. She would pretend to be me and see if i have something going on with my online buddies, but she stop doing that. However, she holds me to sleep at night until the morning i wake up and still see her in my arms. She spent her days off with me and come home to me at night. She would give me kisses and hugs before going to work and she's still with me when she has options of other people to be with. She wrote me a letter 2 months ago and told me her feeling. That she loves only me, if she was to be single again she would still pick me. I'm not that good looking or wealthy, but she's still with me. But i don't know why I feel insecure and the fact that she's doesn't show her jealousy anymore make me feel worry.

I have a gf for 8yrs relationship. Beginning of our relationship, we used to do everything together, we talked a lot before. Even when she was at work, she called me alot.. if i'm not around to answer, she would leave messages. I love the attention she used to give to me, not that I asked her to do, but she did them on her own. She wrote me letters, i know that all beginning relationships are this way, and things will die down when you spent too much time with your partner. However, in a relationship, communication is the key to everything. I just feel that if you're going to spend a life time with your partner, you have to be able to tell your partner your feeling .. like if you're sad, unhappy, upset, or need their attention. Lately when my gf started her new job, she seems to drift away from me. She told me her job is stressing because she has to deal with the customers, she works for tip, and that i understand, or there's drama at work.. i totaly sympathy for her. I don't know why my gf always think negative of me when i tell her i misses her .. and our old time.. i might be sensitive and started to drop a tears why i do is because she yell at me for no reason.. then she became mad at me .. and raise her voice at me. She accused me of not understanding her and that i'm causing her life to be miserable when she comes home from work. All i wanted was her to comfort me and hug me..that's all i need. She said I'm too weak, and I'm too needy of her, but that's not the point. I just wanted her to know that .. i don't receive the affectionate that i used to. Unlike me, i always show her that i care by saying i miss her, or give her hugs, and massages her when she comes home from work. However, she does the opposite to me.. she always come to our dog first .. hug him and kisses him.. she left me feeling left out.. when i wanted to hug her.. she said she has to change or the hug wasn't as passionate. She does spend her days off with me.. like going to the mall, watch movies..or go on small trips. But it's hard to tell her my feeling .. don't get me wrong.. i don't scream or yell at her.. i told her nicely .. like i miss you .. I had an accident.. it was my fault for damaging my mom's car.. i felt really sad and bad.. i wanted my gf to be there so i can talk to..and plus i really miss her. i know there are time in our life that we feel weak or volunerable because of a bad incident that happen and you need your love one to comfort you.. i feel that i needed her caring.. but all she does is accuse me of ruining her day because she had to get up early at 7:30am.. (just that day only) she usually work late. She just wanted to come home and rest or eat.. she doesn't want me to cry to her because I miss and that I have nothing to do.. which is not the point. I don't know what i did wrong.