liz

I have tried Gas station, 7 eleven on the magazine isle, I tried Walgreens Magazine I can't find one any where here in the Inland Valley.

I have been married for 10 years to a wonderful man. He has his flaws but over all he is a great man. 6 months ago I was contacted by my HS sweet heart. We were together for 7 years and I thought we were going to marry. Instead one day he was gone. Just like that. Needless to say I was devestated . I had more questions than answers. Although 20 years have come and gone and I went on with my life. I always had the ligering question "why". He is now a very wealthy man, in my eyes very cocky and quite arrogant. I can hear him when he talks about others and how he conducts his life. My dilema is I think of him alot. I wait for him to call. I feel like a headstrong teenager. I don't want to Jepurdice my marriage but I can't stop thinking of him. I obviously don't like him but the memories I have of him seem to be stronger than the reality that is before me. I need to know why. What can I do to help it.