restless j

I desperately need help.

I had a class-mate on whom i had crush / love when i was 15 years old, we were like best friends. Everyday we would just talk and talk and keep on laughing and used to have fun all the time. But when she realized that people are gossiping around us, she suddenly stopped talking to me. I asked her so many times, that why are you so quiet suddenly, but she always kept quiet.

After that our schools got changed. She went to commerce section and i went to science. After that i met her a couple of times, but it was never like before. She sounded very much casual.

When i turned 21, i called her up once and i told her that when we were in high school, i always thought of marrying you one day, for which she replied, she never had me in her mind. At the age of 21 she got married and perhaps has got one kid also. I was happy for her.

Now am 30, already married also, I dont know where she is, how she is, i havent seen her since last 12 years. But SHE IS GOD DAMN COMING IN MY DREAMS EVERY NIGHT,, the moment i wake up from sleep, i feel crazy,, i feel like why again???

Once at the age of 18, when i saw her in my dream, i went to actually meet her, but she humiliated me. I decided that i wont see her ever again. For few days everything was alright, but now everything is becoming like a haunting.

The dreams are like this:

Sometimes she is sitting in the corner of the classroom and staring at me.

Sometimes she is crying and asking me,, why did you leave me?

I even decided that tonight in dream I will tell her,, that its not me who left,, it was she who left me after humiliating me,, it was she who got married first,,

Then i saw her with an album of our childhood, she was flipping each and every picture, and going on crying thinking about our childhood.

She is happy only when i say I luv you to her. or else she will be terribly sad or crying.

Since last 12 years,, every night whenever i slept,, am seeing her in my dreams. I need some help, or else i will go crazy.

Each and every year, i have anxiously awaited Edge for his performances at Wrestlemania. Do you think WWE gonna use him in anyways for WM 28??

Kindly advise for the procedure, and the tier in which she comes in, and the period for which i can get her UK visa. And we have indian passports.

I have an open residential plot on highway in kutch, gujarat. Plot size is 800 square yards, I tried a lot to convert it to commercial but could not succeed. Need advice as on, what should i construct on it, to gain income out of it?

Recent performance of edge, his micwork, his wrestling moves and the crowd reaction / pop he recieves just mesmerises me.. I feel that as a face, he could become one of the best, wwe ever produced.

What do you think about it? Should he remain a tweener or should turn complete face or complete heel??

I have some mp3 files which have classic music files of old times,, i want to improvise the music of these files, is there any software by which i can make them better???

Well,, i know,, that most of us,, are hardcore edge fans,,

He is a tremendously skilled athelete in the ring,, and does a solid mic work,, by bringing out decent expressions on his face..

I just wanna know frm you all, which one of his moves you like the most,, and if you have memories of decent edge mic work, please share..

Both of them are quite similar, but the court says that both of them are different,, can anybody please tell the difference by giving example?? Court says, lien is more dangerous, but how?? i dont know,, please help!!!

Who designates a call sign for a ship, whats it purpose??? Can a ship have more than one call sign?? Can a ship mask a callsign???

I used to be an athelete, but after becoming a professional engineer, my practice of jogging in the morning was left out.

Now when i tried jogging in the morning, i felt extreme pain in my legs, which i never experienced before.

I want to start jogging again, since am gaining weight, what should i do???