Home Is Where The Heart Is

I Have been Diagnosed with IC About 5 yrs ago and I have suffered in pain and depression badly for years now. I got Pregnant about 6 Months ago But I couldn't keep it.. I hate myself so much for this But I had no choice I was scared and Not Healthy. I had Just Lost my Home, Car, My Husband was Layed off of work and Im getting a Divorce. All of this in the same months.

Well I am Now Pregnant again... My Husband has just now told me that he is having problems of not knowing when he is cumming due to his meds. and now he tells me.. Im so scared. I am on very strong Pain meds and have gone through so much I never stop crying..

So Now im having On and Off Pain on my Left side its in the Middle of my stomach and sometimes lower. And Im having some dicharge NO Bleeding though. I have also been so sick to the point I cant get out of bed with out vomitting. Im sooo soo nocioius.. Im very scared and I dont know what to do... PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME..

I ALSO HAVE SOME PAIN IN MY LOWER BACK.. AND THE PAIN IN MY L SIDE IS SHARP ON AND OFF AND ITS COMING MORE OFTEN..

I have just found out I'm Pregnant. And I'm so scared about this BeCause of these reasons first, I can't afford A Baby right Now. Also we are in process of moving right now cause we Just Lost Our Home. My Husband lost his Job about 2 months ago , but he has a new one but this new Job dosen't offer any Medical Benifets. I'm also now Currently taking A lot Of Narcotic Medications , with A Doctors Prescription. Due to my Illness Of IC. Interstitial Cystitis. This causes a lot of pain and discomfort. I don't know what to do. And I have been taking for years and I have been taking while I have been pregnant. I had no idea I was till now and I don't know what the meds. will do to the baby. If Anyone has any idea , or have been in this situation please give advice.

Thank You So Much.

I woke up today , and my 3 left fingers on my left hand are Numb , and Tingling , and it hasn't got any better or gone away at all. Im 31 yrs old and yes im over weight . Im really scared. It seems to have started when I put My left elbow down on the table that I use the PC ON And it just ran down my arm , and into only 3 of my Finger starting with My Pinky. The feeling is kind of like i hit a funny bone but it is in my fingers and some part of my palm on the left side of hand. its also numb. i mean really numb. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME IM REALLY SCRED THAT THIS IS A SIGN OF A HEART ATTACK. Thanks for your help.......O i do feel pretty good today besides that feeling. Like i dont feel any different then normal. If That helps.

I still have pain , im not a addict I just need help with Pian , But people keep telling ma about this drug subutex . what is it , and is it for Pian or what. Or I they just telling me to stop the pain meds and just dont care that I have A disease and not care , and are just Judging me .

I am crently taking Oxycontin and oxycodone , and I was wondering if Methedone Is better for me. And as addictive. I want to have something that isn't as addictive and actually works for my Pain. I have A really Bad desease and I hurt 24 hrs a day 7 days a week. Someone please eslane to me what Methadone is , and is it safe or do you recomend it as a pain Killer. My Desease is really Bad and is concidered to be as painfull as chrones and cancer pain , so im very uncomfterble all the time.I just want to feel better and live my Life the same as I did before the illness came about.

Or If you have any other sugestions that might help me with pain. It dosen't have to be A Nocodic , but Im sorry I have tried just about every thing over the counter and it dosen't work. And also what about the patch , dose that work also. I think it is Called the Fentanol Patch. If You take either of these or know someone who dose please help me to know some more about them.

Thanks Again

I take many Medications , and I was told About Methadone and they wanted me to try it , but Im scared to. I was told it was for people who are Getting off of Drugs and they have to go and get it once A day I cant do that. And i ALSO Heard that it is way More addicting Is that true , and dose it work for Pain. And dose it make you feel really weird , im scared about that. I was scared to take Oxycontin , because All I hear about it is bad things so I tried it and it works great , but now they think that Methadone will work. Can someone please exsplane to me what Methadone is , and what it dose to you , and dose it work for Pain , and is it addictive or Hard to come off of.

Thanks I need Help with this Bad.

and I think that you are truly in pain and for real , and I really need help , with a lot that is going on in my Life with the pain and stress. Please Help me through what my life is going through. I hurt im scared , and im low on Medications and Im scared to Detox , and im just tired of the whole Medication Thing I just want My Life Back with No Meds. and I can Live A normal life Like I use to. Please Help me,

Anyone can help if you have Ideas.

Im so Depressed , and anxious I cant stand it. I have so much on my Mind I just cant think of anything to help me to Relax , i feel like im crawling in my skin , or I just want to run and not stop or just Hide. Or Sleep and just Not Wake up till the pain , and mental pain goes away.

WHAT SHOULD I DO.?

Ok I am redoing My Home these are some Pictures of the Begining of my Home redo. But Now Im stuck , I need another color or 2 to add to this Room , and I just dont know which one to use. Im need to lighten the room up , so if you can tell me some nice warm colors , because as you can see it is dark , in this House from my colors , so help me get the room to look inviting and warm , and still have the colors I love with the decor , i love.

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This is my Kitchen Now , An Im redecorating it so , i really need help picking a accent wall color for the new wall in the Kitchen PLEASE HELP IM LOST. i WAS THINKING A NICE WARM GREEN WITH THE TAN on the reat of the walls. Here are the Pictures of the Decor I have for my Kitchen already so u can have a I dea of what color to pick.

Thanks , and if you can show me the color that would be even better.

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i CANT STAND IT ANYMORE THE jUDGING AND THE PUT DOWNS AND THE WAY I FEEL on these medication's

If you can think of anything , please let me know. Im will to do anything that will work. Please I just want to feel good for once in my Life so I can Wake up and enjoy My life and be like I was many years ago. Im scared I will never be the same , do I want to live like this HELL NO!!!!!!!

I was told that Methadone helps to get off of Pain Meds and helps the Pain is that rue , and I always thought that was more sddicting then anything , so please if you have taken this tell me about it , or help me with some other options

Sorry If I sound Mean Im just so scared and Tired I just want to give up sometimes , like right Now I feel awful and sad................

What this is , and dose it work..? and what Are some of the side effects , Im scared to take it , and They said that it works really good for sleep , and Depression. I just dont know if im going to be tired all day long or is this something that will just put me to sleep. Please Help Im scared to Take It......?????

I have a Disease Called IC and Im in Pain all day and night , the pain is said with this Disease is said to be just as bad as Cancer and Chrones Disease. Someone please tell me if they even come close to my Dosage of medication.

I take

Oxicontin 80mg x 3 times A day

Oxycodone = 30mg x 4 times a day at 6 pills a day

Actiq , Fentinol Sucker = 800mg x when needed through the month I will take it for major pain to keep from the ER , so maybe 1 or 2 a week.

Xanaxx = 1mg x 1 day , for sleep and anxioty

so please is this something you have taken or know who is taking and is this really High Dosage. And do you have any Ideas on something that really Helps for major pain , Hopefully something that is not to addictive and will actually work for cronic pain

I have had this for about 4 year snow , and im going to go insane. I dont know anyone who has it and i just want to talk with someone about this.

If you dont know what it is please look on this site and it will explane to you what it is. Its really bad , and painful.

http://kidney.niddk.nih.gov/kudiseases/p...

I have had this for about 4 year snow , and im going to go insane. I dont know anyone who has it and i just want to talk with someone about this.

If you dont know what it is please look on this site and it will explane to you what it is. Its really bad , and painful.

http://kidney.niddk.nih.gov/kudiseases/pubs/inters...

Please help me what are the signs , and please tell me do you start with bad pain on the right side , and then it gets worse , and dose the pain come and go.

PLEASE IM SCARED

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Please Tell me what You Think of this? I have A 14 yrs old Daughter and i really do want what Is Best for her. But It is so new and every time something new comes , out there ends up being something really wrong with It and then they stop it. Or Pull it off th shelf. So what IM ASKING IS have you or you child had this , and what was the side effects if any. And do you recomend that anyGirl should get this.

One more thing Why is there A age limit on this , why Cant woman in there 30's get it also.

Thanks Again

Just to let You know First My Husband and Myself both have ADHD. But I had It Bad When I was A child. But I have grew out of it , And I do believe you do , because both me and my husband are nothing like that anymore , at least the Hyperactive Part , Not The ADD part.

Ok my son Is 6 yrs old and I’m worried , I think I need to keep him back in Kinder garden because he is really struggling bad , and Cant sit still. I mean this child will move constantly. He will be watching A movie , and he just has to move , like he will climb on the couch and up and down , but He will at the same time be totally in the Movie. You would think he wouldn't know what was going on. lol. And when we talk to him , If there is anything I mean anything else going on in the room he cant look at me or pay attention, he will have to see what else is going on , like the TV if its on Forget it , I’m talking to A wall. And when we ask him to do something he just wont do it at all unless we ask him like 10 times.

Just to let You know First My Husband and Myself both have ADHD. But I had It Bad When I was A child. But I have grew out of it , And I do believe you do , because both me and my husband are nothing like that anymore , at least the Hyperactive Part , Not The ADD part.

Ok my son Is 6 yrs old and I’m worried , I think I need to keep him back in Kinder garden because he is really struggling bad , and Cant sit still. I mean this child will move constantly. He will be watching A movie , and he just has to move , like he will climb on the couch and up and down , but He will at the same time be totally in the Movie. You would think he wouldn't know what was going on. lol. And when we talk to him , If there is anything I mean anything else going on in the room he cant look at me or pay attention, he will have to see what else is going on , like the TV if its on Forget it , I’m talking to A wall. And when we ask him to do something he just wont do it at all unless we ask him like 10 times.

I need help , Im really worried about this is this something can hurt him in the future , or make him feel bad. He is 6 yrs old , and he just Turned that 2 months ago.

The Thing Is I think he might Be ADHD we aren't sure yet , the boy wont sit still at all , and he gets so distrackted easy. I love him so much and I want the best for him. So heres the Deal he still dosen't know His ABC's AND He still is learning to count to 100. And if you show him the ABC's he dosen't even know half of them. The teacher sends notes home everyday telling me he wont listen or sit still , and he just wants to play. She says he is A good Boy , but just wants to play. What should I do. I need Help. Im so sad about This and this Is A childs future , Please give me your opinion on what You would do if this was you. And if you have done this tell me your exp. please.

The thing is he he so smart when it comes to street smart or way more advanced in everything else. But NOT School. I was the same & his Dad