Kaioken

Did you ever feel like during the last 2 years of high school your personality changed? like you were more social, more free?

Then when you go to college and life gets harder, you regret it, and go back to your real personality ( not the fake one you created in highschool )?

Me and my ex-gf used to love each other on and off for 4 years, that's in highschool, i treated her good and really cared about her, except that she loved me way more than i did, so i hurt her by mistake a lot of times. Now that i matured, i was trying to talk to her again, because she's my first love and very special to me, i really care about her from all my heart, but to find that she's dating another guy its been a couple of months. So i couldn't do anything and i knew she wouldn't leave him for me because he makes her really happy ( i assume ), but she did mention that in the long run, she sees herself marrying me.

So the real question is, am i a good guy? because i really cared about her from all my heart, just didn't know how to show it, or am i a bad boyfriend that deserves to be hurt and don't deserve her?

There's a song stuck in my head and i can't find it's name, its pretty new, i think a couple of months old, because they still put it on the radio.

I don't know the lyrics, i just know some words, she says "ill be there for you, ill give everything i can give for you, ( something) cuz my ear cuz my (something), im home, im home with you( or something), you make my frown turn upside down."

I know i am not making this easy, but if by any chance somebody knows this song let me know please! :P

This is a really stupid question, but i just wanted to know, how bad is smoking 1 pack of cigarettes per YEAR?

I am an athlete so i really care about my stamina, but during summer, i smoke in social events, at parties, or when im with my friends, a maximum of 1 pack and that's it, would it cause any damage? Thanks!

I am a 20 year old guy, and i am going through some hard times in life, i just wanted to know how do strong people react in hard times? how did successful people become so successful, how can people overcome times where everything is against them and become something important in the future?

I really need help :/ me and this girl have been in love for a long time, probably like 5 years, we've been always on and off, we talk almost everyday, so shes like a best friend to me, its been 2 years that i am away for college, so we weren't dating, but we did talk everyday and we still had feelings for each others, then we fought and stopped talking for 4 months, until this summer, to find out that she's dating someone,

When i called her we talked for like 3 hours at night, and she was hesitating about breaking up with him for me or not, because he was so good with her, then after a couple of days, she made up her mind and appeared as if she wanted to say with him and move on... and it really hurts to see her with him.

So every time i stop talking to her, for a like a week, she talks to me and says anything, which brings back all the pain.

What should i do? she said shes over me and wanted me to move on, but she still tries to talk to me after i stop talking to her?

I have had flu its been almost 3 days, with a fever, although the fever is going down a bit, i still feel nauseous, with a really annoying headache ( don't think it's because of the fever ).

So my question is, i've been using Sudafed with ibuprofene, and it isn't doing much for my headache, so i just got advil liquid gels, which also contains ibuprofene, but i've been told that it would help me better.

So it is ok if i take advil after taking sudafed with ibuprofene?