shelly

my parents died in a horrible tragic car accident while coming to see me. This was 2 months ago. Since then I have cried everyday and every time i wake up, its like a nightmare. i feel as if i live in a nightmare that i can't wake up from. every morning i have to remember again that this has happened. i find no purpose in this life anymore. I have no family now as they were the only two people I had in this life. i am envious of everyone who has a family member, a sister, a brother, one parent. Its really hard to go on. Especially when I'm not sure if there is anything after death at all. To say I'm severely depressed is an understatement. How to go on everyday, that's my question