chocolover212

I don't know anything about ps3's and i accidentally updated it (so i could play fifa12).

it was a mistake :(

I'm 15 and since last year I think I'm bi because I'm obsessed with a girl I know.

My friend said I should chat with someone bisexual about ME being bisexual because neither she nor any of my other friends can really relate to what I'm going through.

First of all I'm not really sure I'm "going through" anything because I know I'm bi. I've accepted that. I just don't like myself for it because its against my beliefs. I don't see why according to her I'm DENYING anything and that I'll just get depressed. I just have a low self-esteem, that's all.

So, do I need to talk to someone about it or am I fine?

I'm 15 and since last year I think I'm bi because I'm obsessed with a girl I know.

My friend said I should chat with someone bisexual about ME being bisexual because neither she nor any of my other friends can really relate to what I'm going through.

First of all I'm not really sure I'm "going through" anything because I know I'm bi. I've accepted that. I just don't like myself for it because its against my beliefs. I don't see why according to her I'm DENYING anything and that I'll just get depressed. I just have a low self-esteem, that's all.

So, do I need to talk to someone about it or am I fine?

I'm 15 and since last year I think I'm bi because I'm obsessed with a girl I know.

My friend said I should chat with someone bisexual about ME being bisexual because neither she nor any of my other friends can really relate to what I'm going through.

First of all I'm not really sure I'm "going through" anything because I know I'm bi. I've accepted that. I just don't like myself for it because its against my beliefs. I don't see why according to her I'm DENYING anything and that I'll just get depressed. I just have a low self-esteem, that's all.

So, do I need to talk to someone about it or am I fine?

I practically hate everything and can't enjoy anything. People annoy me. ESPECIALLY stupid people. I have trouble concentrating and that I hate, too. I'm in school now, and if there's any subject, topic, etc. that seems useless and all, I just can NOT learn it. Its inconvenient right now because I'm in 10th and my marks REALLY matter. I get annoyed at teachers who teach badly. I'm just filled with so much irritation. I annoy myself sometimes, because I hate how I am right now.

http://tinypic.com/r/28i3lsw/7

that's me...kinda really chubby. I wanna get a short cut. My hair is way longer now than it is in the pic...at least enough to annoy me :P

None of my friends approve of me getting a cut again (I used to have a short boy cut sorta thing), but I think if I get the right kind of cut it won't look bad.

Secretly, I wanna look like Shane McCutcheon on TLW. ;)

Thanks!

I like this girl (I'm a bi girl) But I don't just have a crush on her, I've been completely obsessed with her for years. Nothing I do makes me happy. All I want to do is be with her. That's the only thing I can think of. I had loads of hobbies, but now if I ask myself what I want, all I think about is her. Its frustrating. I know this isn't real, it'll pass when I get some distance but for now I really need to concentrate on my studies, which I can't b/c I don't even like what I used to (Chem, Math & Phy). Staying away from her isn't possible since we're in the same class. I tried to tell her about this but she acts like she doesn't believe me. I don't think she cares.

Could you not judge me as a creepy stalker? Please?

I just don't know what to do right now.

I'm a 14 year old girl. And I'm in 10th.

So, I'm bisexual, and I can't say I'm happy with that. Anyway, I like this girl (that's how I know I'm bi.) But I don't just have a crush on her, I've been completely obsessed with her for years. I guess it was fine until last year...it has just gone too far...nothing I do makes me happy. All I want to do is be with her. That's the only thing I can think of. I used to love doing so many things, but now if I ask myself what I want, all I think about is her. Its frustrating. I know this isn't real, it'll pass when I get some distance but for now I really need to concentrate on my studies, which I can't b/c I don't even like what I used to (Chem, Math & Phy). Staying away from her isn't possible since we're in the same class. And we're friends...I tried to tell her about this but she acts like she doesn't believe me. I don't think she cares.

Could you not judge me as a creepy stalker? Please?

Okay, first, I swear I'm not depressed or anything. It may seem like it, but that's only because I'm lazy and apathetic and I really like junk food. There's nothing more to it. Also, I'm not suicidal, so please be honest in what you think. You're not going to provoke me into committing suicide. And I'm not looking for attention either. I just wanna say that if i died, it wouldn't be a real loss to the world. I'm not smart or talented and I have no goal in life because I've lost interest in everything I once liked. And the people who love me can move on. And there aren't even a lot of them.

So, what do you think?

Once again, NOT suicidal. I'm just a 15 year old girl.

Thanks...

I'm not gonna kill myself and I'm not looking for attention. I just think that if I died, it wouldn't be such a huge loss to the world. I'm not exactly a smart or talented person and I have no goal in life. I think I might cause more harm than good. And as for the people who love me, won't they just get over it with time? It's not like their life will be destroyed. People can move on. Plus, there really aren't LOTS of people that love me. My question is - how is my life worth anything?

Oh, and once again, I am NOT suicidal. I'm just a 15-year-old girl.

Suddenly developed interest in my PSP :P

I live in Oman and the retailers around here say that the iPhones out here are made in China and they're without warranty.

Only one gives it with warranty and its still the China one.

That can't be good, right?

Where is the original actually manufactured?

Also, is approx. $820 (OMR 315) a reasonable price for the 32GB iPhone (Black...I don't know if there's a price difference in colors)?

okay, so I never went for any lessons for music or anything. I just wanna know the basic elements of music.

And the only one I know till now is melody/tune (I hope they are the same?)

And how do you hear the beat in music? And understand the time signature thingy?

I mean if 4/4 means there are 4 beats in one measure....what the hell is one measure?

Are the beats what the drums are used to play or something....

oh god i'm so confused about all that right now.

What kind of alcohol makes you say everything you're thinking, i mean, lose all common sense and just blurt out what you're thinking?

Usually I like hard rock and metal but right now I'm in the mood for softer music. BUT NOT THE KIND THAT ARE TOPPING CHARTS. Those suck. I don't know how they managed to become so popular.

Just suggest some slowish song with no electronic work, PLEASE.

Why do I feel like this?

I'm a 14 year old girl. So you can assume all I'm saying is probably exaggerated.

I can't stop thinking about this girl I know (she's my friend and I'm just a tad bit attracted to her). Ever. I think since the first time I saw her. Anyway, the summer holidays are currently going on and I haven't seen or heard from her for a few days. And it's not like I MISS her or anything. I mean, I don't feel sad or incomplete or crap like that. I'm just so obsessed. I'm going out of mind here...I feel like hitting something, even myself and I wanna scratch myself or something weird like that...

It's not just because I'm bored or something. I always feel like this without her. I don't do anything except think about her and it's a colossal waste of my time, I know, but I just don't WANT to do anything else.

I just don't get why. I don't even care about her that much. I could totally live without her.

I am attracted to her...But I'm okay with being a lesbian or bi or whatever. Anyway, I don't think this is because of a crush.

Also, my life is fine. I'm not depressed or anything. So this is really puzzling. I don't feel anything except agitation. Perpetually.

Why do I feel like this?

I'm a 14 year old girl. So you can assume all I'm saying is probably exaggerated.

I can't stop thinking about this girl I know (she's my friend and I'm just a tad bit attracted to her). Ever. I think since the first time I saw her. Anyway, the summer holidays are currently going on and I haven't seen or heard from her for a few days. And it's not like I MISS her or anything. I mean, I don't feel sad or incomplete or crap like that. I'm just so obsessed. I'm going out of mind here...I feel like hitting something, even myself and I wanna scratch myself or something weird like that...

It's not just because I'm bored or something. I always feel like this without her. I don't do anything except think about her and it's a colossal waste of my time, I know, but I just don't WANT to do anything else.

I just don't get why. I don't even care about her that much. I could totally live without her.

I am attracted to her...But I'm okay with being a lesbian or bi or whatever. Anyway, I don't think this is because of a crush.

Also, my life is fine. I have no reason to be depressed. So this is really puzzling. I don't feel anything except agitation. Perpetually.

I'm a 14 year old girl. So you can assume all I'm saying is probably exaggerated.

I can't stop thinking about this girl I know (she's my friend and I'm just a tad bit attracted to her). Ever. I think since the first time I saw her. Anyway, the summer holidays are currently going on and I haven't seen or heard from her for a few days. And it's not like I MISS her or anything. I mean, I don't feel sad or incomplete or crap like that. I'm just so obsessed. I'm going out of mind here...I feel like hitting something, even myself and I wanna scratch myself or something weird like that...

It's not just because I'm bored or something. I always feel like this without her. I don't do anything except think about her and it's a colossal waste of my time, I know, but I just don't WANT to do anything else.

I just don't get why. I don't even care about her that much. I could totally live without her.