Gwen Kelley

My father in law is a bad alcoholic who was my teacher in school. When I was in my senior year, I just graduated, he gave me paralyzing panic attacks while I was pregnant with my son..it got to the point at school where I applied to be homebound and if I would see him I would turn around. Now that I'm graduated he has no control over me other than he literally haunts me because of all he's done to me and my boyfriend, I'm glad my son is not around him. The real problem is I posted the truth about him on twitter like for example:

"My in laws won't get their shots for Dane, if you don't care about him then stay away!"

"I believe since i was put under so much stress by my father in law I miscarried."

"I wish someone would secretly go up to the school and say something about my father in law"

Things like that, all opinions and truths. Now please keep in mind he only cares for his appearance in public and could care less about what happens at home. He told my husband, his son, he has three people watching my twitter, watching my every move. And he will put up a cause of libel and defamation if it continues. I post what I do because its always on my mind, it haunts me. And I know there are kids out there who have to deal with alcoholics also. These people watching me take pictures of my posts and email them to my father in law...what do I do? It seems like I can't escape, I'm completely unhealthy now because I'm so stressed out about him and his wife...

My father, son and I are on Medicaid and we have zero income. My boyfriend had an interview today (father of my son) for Medicaid and said he makes to much on his own for medicaid (900-1000) so they were going to have to add him to my Medicaid. Would it affect our medicaid because all my surgeries, medicine and even my birth was covered by my Medicaid. Will that change? We get 511 in food stamps with just the three of us, will that lower? If it does end up working out, could we end up getting married, and if we do will that screw up our medicaid :/ my family doesn t have the money for anything and my boyfriend pays for all our food along with our food stamps, and yet we can t get married out of fear it ll mess up our sons insurance...

Is god only in charge of Israel. The norse gods for Norway and the Danes? The Greek and Roman gods for Greece and whatnot. The Indian gods for the native Americans? The Mayans and Catholicism for Italy and Mexico. The african gods for the ethiopians and what not? I'm confused. Why worship God if we all die in the end no matter what, we get beheaded, killed, poisoned, famine, etc. My husband is asatru, my family is Christian, my mother believes in bast and Egyptian gods...I'm very confused..

In the poetic Edda at the end of Ragnarok it says an almighty God of everything will take over then a dragon will emerge then go back under. Is it possible Ragnarok happened before the Christian god appeared? In turn creating him/his/her spirit? Apparently no one else has made this connection because I can't find anything else on it. In Revelations it speaks of a dragon coming from the sea with a woman (Hel) I'm guessing. And that dragon chases a woman and her son. Then returns to the sea after failing. The people who remain after Ragnarok, their names translate to man and woman, like Adams and Eve's. In Revelations it also speaks of 24 seats being in heaven. And after the Christian creation. In the Bible it says women conversed with the angels and created giants, teaching their men of herbs and magic. Then the flood happened, destroying the giants. Like it says in the poetic Edda the earth will be submerged. Is it possible the poetic Edda was part of the Bible but taken out by man when the crusades, Catholics and slaughtering happened? :/ Like the apocrypha, it is filled with things that can definitely be related back to the poetic Edda and norse mythology like Revelations. But yet it was taken out. The 24 seats in heaven thing still amazes me...God's did sleep with human women in norse mythology, married giantesses, Then the almighty Christian god slept with marry in spirit, creating a great man who did good deeds. Could I be wrong? I don't even know anymore...

My husband is originally from Heredia, Costa Rica. His mothers maiden name is Sequeira but both of her parents died young. Her father was a Spaniard and died saving a child from drowning, her mother was a native to Costa Ricas Chorotega tribe i believe. Thats all the information we know about my husbands mothers side. His father however was adopted and we believe Berrocal is not his real surname. His first name is Wilson, all this is in Costa Rica. If you have any information it would be greatly appreciated. We also do not know his grandparents first names or if his grandparents on his fathers side are still alive. Could a DNA test clear this up? And if so, can yall recommend one? We can not ask his mother or family many questions about the family due to it being a touchy subject apparently. I do know my husbands mothers parents had six children before deceasing..

Yesterday my allergies started acting up in a very bad way and i tried every natural thing that was safe and nothing worked. My doctor prescribed me azithromycin and said it was safe. Is it really? I am now 13 weeks and 1 day. I havent gained any weight and all ive eaten today are actually bean and cheese tacos. Because i just really dont feel up to anything. I sneeze and i feel a little pain i guess where the baby would be. Im worried that because i have no weight gain, my baby isnt growing :(. Is it normal not to gain any weight at 4 months since the beginning of the pregnancy? So many things are worrying me. Im afraid because antibiotics make me run to the restroom sorry for the tmi, that since ill just empty out everything through diarrhea my baby will end up being severely dehydrated for awhile no matter how much water i drink... is there anything i can eat that might help me?

My anxiety disorder was brought on because of my fiances father and the loss of a child. It is not as bad now and i.no longer become paralyzed vut i still hyperventilate and shake a little. It is going away ever so slowly the more i cut them out of my life. I am seventeen and i.really would like to be a midwife and care for women who are military wives since i myself have problems having children (eighteen in two months, relationship: ongoing and currently at four years). My fiance is also joining the army if i can. My great grandfather was in vietnam with the airforce, my other great grandfather was in the army but got.booted because he accidently shot off his thumb while standing guard. My grandfather was in the army on active duty and unfortunately had his hand ran over by a tank. Is there a less stressful branch in the army? Like guard? I was told the bootcamp can be split up to a week every month? Can i.join??

My husband recently left for business as of this morning. We found out im six weeks pregnant after having a miscarriage back.in.july. im fighting major depression and stress. And i cant go to my ob to talk because they did something to.my last pregnancy without telling me because im so young (18) but i am in.college, i started while in hs. Weve been together, me and my husband, for the last four years. And all of a sudden when he leaves idont know. Im afraid this stress will make me.miscarry again. Is there anything that can help? I know im so young but after being told.i.may not have kids i want this little one to.be safe and live and im trying my best to not be stressed but its really hard.

In july i miscarried and im pregnant again and am currently 5 weeks and 1 day. I can not ask my doctor because i am afraid to go back there and that he contributes to.my last miscarriage. He took a piece of tissue which i.didnt know he did, i thought it was just a painful pap smear...my question is, can orgasm, not sex, cause me to miscarry. Especially since i got pregnant so soon after my last miscarriage. I had one cycle in between. My husband and i.just want to have some sort of fun. But if not.now what about the second trimester......i dont know if im at high risk or not because of the miscarriage, and i have 2 uteruses both pregnancies in the right..(yes that can happen!!)please help! Will orgasm cause me to miscarry!?

I went in today and they said the yolk sac and everything is still intact. But yet i am still bleeding fresh blood barely any clots though. They could not see the baby, is it possible for the baby to come out without the yolk sac and have it look completely untouched on ultra sound? And i am worried, the clotting didnt start till after my apt. Im worried because my ob, stuck a q tip inside my cervix and into my uterus. Im having another apt. Next week. Could this turn out okay????? They say they cant rule it as a miscarriage yet. And they said my levels are at six thousand and i have no idea what that means. They said the baby is around 2 milimeters and that was what was recorded at the e.r. is that the normal size? Oh, i thought this apt would answer questio.s but it left me with a few more...and i could have sworn i saw.another sac in my other uterus but my dr. Didnt want to say anything because previously he said it would be impossible to get pregnant in both. Is it possiblr that im pregnant in the other too? Will bed rest help the baby if its still in?

I moved out of my house now and i am eighteen. I moved out because, well he is your typical drunk parent. He is trying to get a lawyer to get my girlfriends family arrested because i chose to live there and he is no longer in control. I know i am eighteen and he can't do anything about that. But he is harassing me. Calling telling me he will ruin my life. I am still in high school. But also in college classes. Problem is, my dad is a u.s. citizen. But my mom is from costa rica. They married after i was born in costa rica. Ive now lived here over twelve years. Am i a citizen? Can a lawyer find a loop hole? I took all my clothes from my house. They still have my bed and my dad held me at the house and threatened my life. I had to escape by running out. Is that illegal? Can he do anything with the law since hes supposed to get a breathalyzer and keeps putting it off.

For awhile now I've had to deal with infertility and losing three kids. Recently my boyfriend(of 5 years) the father of all three miscarried babies, his sister in law got pregnant. I will admit that I am happy for them but.. I don't want to be around when his father or anyone talks about the baby because it makes me think of how I lost them every time. How I never will have kids. Along with many other things...it is a very touchy subject for me that I would just not want to be around...I asked if they could not talk about the baby around me...which has become a problem..I havesuddenly become "selfish and narcisisstic to them" and this is my boyfriends words. And if I don't deal with it and get over my emotions, he'll have to break up with me. His father is the main one who loves to talk about this. We've told him. But he doesn't see the wrong and only being "young" I am not aloud to tell him about his miscarried grandchildren because it's unacceptable. Am I being selfish? It just all brings up bad memories for me and I wish they could see this. They are treating it as if I'm asking them to stay quiet forever. I also asked that I not take part in any celebrations for the child. But they find it rude. I just don't want to disappoint them or have to break up with my fiance because of this...I just want to ignore all future depression for me and remembering the bad parts of my pregnancies make it worse.

My things got tossed around and broken in a move to my apartment. I lost practically all my altar settings. I am wiccan. I still have my wand, my pentacle and my candle but sadly I'm missing other things. Does anyone know what I can use temporarily for Mabon? I might have my new things by Samhain. Any suggestions.

It is not devil worship. Don't bother telling me I'm going to hell "because it s the wrong way"....just don't..your not going to sway me by harassing me.

Okay I post a question that has bugging me and I would really like to know the answer, and its for pagans, because I feel peace in paganism not christianity. Then I get bombarded by christians saying I go to hell. Yes I get I'm going to hell by terms of your religion, I don't force my religion on you so please why do they do it to pagans? Its just rude and irrelevent at times. Blessed be. Ugh...migraines..anyone know any tea that helps migraines? Or herbs to put in tea?

Okay so for halloween I have no idea what to dress as. I am 4'10" with waist long black hair. Very pale skin. And bright green and yellow- grey eyes. I'm very pertite/slim/skinny. I have long eye lashes but a bigger than normal forehead, bt still normal...I'm going to a party on halloween with my boyfriend he's native american and costa rican. He's tall and slim but wiry...any makeup ideas for me and couple costume ideas? We are both going to be 18.

I recently got a tattoo on my left wrist on the outside to the left. Its a decent sized one but today my whole hand on that side hurts like crazy...maybe its from the soreness...is there anything I can do about it? Please help it hurts and I have a college essay to finish and its distracting me.

I just had vaginal septum removal surgery and the stitches are cotton stitches. The post op healing sheet said to wait two weeks for intercourse, well, my husband and I tried but I experienced red pink discharge. And I think the stitches that are supposed to fall out are stuck in there. Would intercourse have torn any stitches? I didn't have any major bleeding. Most sites say wait four weeks. I checked my stitches the other day they feel as if they are still in place but did a crappy job. Now its bumpy inside and feels as if its ribbedfor his pleasure! Does anyone know anything about this surgery and thehealing process? I can't ask my gyno because that apts. Four weeks from now.

I was diagnosed with two uteruses and two cervixes. Eight days from now I'm having surgery to get a vaginal septum remove. A vaginal septum is a wall that splits the vagina into two. Will having this removed make it easier to get pregnant????

My boyfriend would like to know where all the evil in the world comes from but from a wiccans pov. Like for example for christians its from the devil.