Belle

I'm 15, and I'm a girl. I mean, I don't know, is it hormones? I sleep late often (11pm-12am). Early September I got sick, a virus I think, and I an emotional wreck, I was crying, I felt like I was going mad, I felt weird, not like my normal self. By the end of the month, I felt loads better, both physically and mentally, but I still had a tiny tiny inkling of this weirdness... I don't know what else to call it. At the moment, I would say that I feel so, so much better compared to last month, but I still feel ... odd! It's unexplainable, I'm not sad, or unhappy, the only thing worrying me is this thing which I am feeling, and can't understand it. It's not a feeling which I've felt before, and it worries me. I started crying yesterday a bit because I didn't understand why I was feeling this way. Again, I feel loads better than a month ago, but I just want to know why I feel this way, or what this feeling even is... or that nothing's wrong with me D: This has never, ever happened to my in me entire life. It's just come up out of the blue.

This whole week I've been feeling emotional, I've had some ups, but mostly I just feel down. I know it's not depression, two days ago I had my semi-formal and I felt really happy, I had a great time! But before that, and now, I just feel so emotional and down. I'm a 15 year old girl... does that have anything to do with it? I also feel emotional when I'm alone, and I usually don't. I always want someone to be calling me or texting me, or someone to be around me... and I usually don't! All of this has just been this week. I've also been sick this week...

For the past three days, my emotions have gone berserk, I guess. I don't know, on two occasions I've cried and for no definite reason, the only conclusion I've come to is worry. I've been crying for the past twenty minutes and I'm worried that something's wrong with me, though it's never happened to me before. I'm 15. I feel annoyed at myself, because who at my age cries for no reason? The past three days as well, I've been sick, and I'm thinking that that has something to do with this. I just want to know why I feel this way.

For some reason, out of the blue, I'm worried about the future. I'm 15 but I've started to worry about the future, relationships, work, and I don't even know why. I've never been as worried as I have been like now. I'm worried about growing old and being alone, or living an unsatisfactory life, and I've been worrying about my mum, and feel depressed at the idea of her death! I've worried about the future before, but all of a sudden, this wave of worry has hit me. It only started yesterday, but the thing is, I've had a fever for the last two days. Might that have anything to do with it? I don't think it does, but this worrying has only occurred to me ever since I got sick.

13 years old. And look, she doesn't have many friends. It's sad, because she's really sweet. But there have been things that she has done which has somewhat tarnished my opinion of her. But the one thing that really tarnished it was something that she said about herself. She told a friend of mine that she had sex at age four with her cousin. My friend would never make something up like that, never. But this girl, I don't understand why she would tell someone that, true or not. There are other things she's done, (she swears a lot, flirts and bosses people around) and I don't understand that either. Does she want acceptance from the people around her? Does she want to sound cool? Why do you guys think she does all of this?

She doesn't look or sound the part to do all these things. She seems quiet and innocent.

and I've watched the film as well. (I watched the film first, then read the book). In the film (Deathly Hallows part 1), he puts the snitch to his lips, it opens up and it says 'I open at the close'. In the book though, I'm a little confused; at one point of the book, he says 'I open at the close' but he hasn't opened the snitch yet. How does he know that is what the snitch says in the book? Did I miss something? If so, what?

I hope my question made sense!

:)

A bath in chocolate or honey?

:D

I've never actually heard of any careers which involve arts and crafts...

But I love doing it! So... yeah.

There was a shortcut on my Desktop for the folder, but I deleted it the shortcut, but in turn that deleted the whole folder itself. Is there any way I can get it back? I can't seem to find it in my Recycle Bin too :\

A question for school.

I already have things like the Slap Chop...

Okay, so I have two <div>s, both have links in them.

Div #1, when you hover over these links, I want there to be a background color,

Div #2 I don't want there to be background colors on these links.

I do this first:

a:hover{

color: {color:Link Hover};

text-decoration: none;

background-color: white;

}

But this makes every link have a background color. But I only want Div #1 to have a background on the links. I'm using a class selector for both <div>s, so I try this:

a:hover.sidebar{ /* This class I called "Sidebar" */

color: {color:Link Hover};

text-decoration: none;

background-color: white;

}

but that doesn't work. So how do I make the links in a certain <div> have a background color, isolating the the other links in the other <div>s from having a background color?

I hope I make some sense, I know I might sound a little confusing.

Appear on the right hand corner of the posts/body, and not on the right hand corner of the actual window. Why? And how can I fix this?

On one site it says here

Q: I was wondering why the 'dashboard' and 'follow' tabs at the top right hand corner don't show in one of your themes / its on top of my posts instead of it being on the corner. What happened?

A: It is because you didn’t get ALL the code. You need to make sure that the theme code ends with:

</body></html>

but my theme ends with that, but the problem still comes up. How can i fix this?

http://s3.amazonaws.com/data.tumblr.com/tumblr_lc3...

I mean I don't know, is it supposed to be funny? There was a caption under it saying "She rescued a horse" and it was posted on a blog which posted funny pictures... but I'm not getting it!

He looks like a different and I don't understand why ...

http://fuckyeahlaughters.tumblr.com/post/147234121...

(Don't mind the words)

On my previous computer it did it constantly.

Why?

Be with

1. Someone who is smart, intelligent, a little arrogant but always has their mind on other things all the time

OR

2. Someone who is a joker, funny, but doesn't take much seriously and doesn't know when to be serious.

But both love you, even if they don't show it... well.

I can't load the site, whatever I do. I have two internet browsers, but both don't load up Tumblr.

http://beatleslulz.tumblr.com/post/1343820208

Don't mind the words, I just wanted to know the name of the painting or who it is of.

Sometimes I find people with themes that other people have created, but they aren't available in the Theme Garden. Why is this? Or is it just me, and have I skimmed passed these themes which I claim to not be available in the Theme Garden...

:D

I don't even know if I like him! It's just I think about him constantly and I wished he'd talk to me (I'm a very quiet person) and we don't mix in the same "groups". But I know it'll never happen. He probably likes another person any who. So, how do I stop liking him? I see him everyday so that makes it somewhat harder.