Katla

Okay so ive smoked 7 or 8 times so far, i started smoking like 2 or 3 weeks ago, i have a nice bowl and non-shitty weed. The most ive ever felt is a little silly, super hungry, and like my mouth salivates a lot. My eyes dony get read probably because i sleep in my contacts and like never take them out. But yeah i dont think ive really felt that high yet? Whats wrong with me? Am i smoking wrong? I make sure that im inhaling

So my bf recently broke up with me and we have history class together. During discussion i gave my opinion but i mixed up the words and said something i didnt mean and he quietly called me out on it rudely. And i was already embarassed but when he said something it just crossed the line. So when i got home from school i facebook messaged him breifly explaining myself and telling him that i didnt need to hear that comment of his and that him of all people should have known i was frazzled. We have refrained from contact after breaking up so thats why i fb messaged him for it to be less personal. So he sees it twenty minutes later but doesnt respond. Then he texts me two hours after that saying "(my name), i didnt intend to attack you personally, i was just debating like i would with any other student in the class". And so why didnt he just fb message me back? Why did he text me, wtf?

So my bf recently broke up with me. I was really hurt so i unfollowed him on tumblr and twitter and everything. No contact. So for the past few days after the breakup he has totally gone off the grid. He hasnt done anything on any of the sites since i unfollowed him. He doesnt even have any snapchats. What is he doing? I know that he didnt block me from anything. Is he too upset to go online? Or what is he doing?

So my bf recently broke up with me. I was really hurt so i unfollowed him on tumblr and twitter and everything. No contact. So for the past few days after the breakup he has totally gone off the grid. He hasnt done anything on any of the sites since i unfollowed him. He doesnt even have any snapchats. What is he doing?

Guy i cant help liking has a girlfriend. He broke up with her when my bf broke up with me and got back together with her when my bf and i got back together. We didnt have enough time being single together because my bf flipped out when i hung out with this guy alone for the first time outside of school. Weve kept being friends for the whole time single and not single but theres always been this feeling like were more than just friends. He texts me all the time. He always reminds me that he wants to hang out again before the summer ends. My bf recently broke up with me and he was texting me all night about it saying i shouldnt get back with him and asking me all these questions. But when i asked him about his relationship he said that they were doing great and he thinks he loves her and blah blah blah. But then he keeps texting me! Im thinking why doesnt he go text his gf! He asks me about my problems and talks to me about them, so when i started to kindof reply back with like things that would end the conversation because i was upset about his gf, he kept texting me asking me what i was doing and blah blah blah! Wtf!? I dont understand why he is texting me if he is happy with his gf or whatever.

Guy i cant help liking has a girlfriend. He broke up with her when my bf broke up with me and got back together with her when my bf and i got back together. We didnt have enough time being single together because my bf flipped out when i hung out with this guy alone for the first time outside of school. Weve kept being friends for the whole time single and not single but theres always been this feeling like were more than just friends. He texts me all the time. He always reminds me that he wants to hang out again before the summer ends. My bf recently broke up with me and he was texting me all night about it saying i shouldnt get back with him and asking me all these questions. But when i asked him about his relationship he said that they were doing great and he thinks he loves her and blah blah blah. But then he keeps texting me! Im thinking why doesnt he go text his gf! He asks me about my problems and talks to me about them, so when i started to kindof reply back with like things that would end the conversation because i was upset about his gf, he kept texting me asking me what i was doing and blah blah blah! Wtf!? I dont understand why he is texting me if he is happy with his gf or whatever.

So ive had a pretty bad night, i went to my recent ex's gig to see all of our friends for the last time because i know all of them through him. He invited the girl he dumped me for there and i saw them walk off together probably to makeout or something idk. He just met her a few days ago. He broke up with me for her. So yeah bad night. So here i am at home, i woke up from sleeping to pee and i got a random message on fb from him just now in the middle of the night and its a thumbs up emoji. He was rude to me at the gig so is he sending me that to say **** you or something? Or like idk did he accidently do that while he was looking at messaging me? Or is he confirming something? Idk im so confused

So ive had a pretty bad night, i went to my recent ex's gig to see all of our friends for the last time because i know all of them through him. He invited the girl he dumped me for there and i saw them walk off together probably to makeout or something idk. He just met her a few days ago. He broke up with me for her. So yeah bad night. So here i am at home, i woke up from sleeping to pee and i got a random message on fb from him just now in the middle of the night and its a thumbs up emoji. He was rude to me at the gig so is he sending me that to say **** you or something? Or like idk did he accidently do that while he was looking at messaging me? Or is he confirming something? Idk im so confused

So im confused

Apparently a lot of guys think im hot but i had no idea. I know other girls who are considered hot and guys like tell them that and are all over their twitter or whatever. My exboyfriend told me that all these guys tell him that im hot or he hears about it all the time and all his friends that i would hang out think im hot. But theyre just nice to me and act normal. My boyfriend and i broke up recently so i decided to text this guy that is a friend of my exboyfriends friends because i think hes cool and cute and whatever. I saw him check me out a bit and he told my exboyfriend when we were together that he wishes that my exboyfriend was gay and that i have a nice *** and all that stuff. So when i just texted him now, idk what i expected but he just talks to me super normal. The only guys that openly hit on me are puerto rican guys. Am i just bad at picking up signals? I just dont get it

I have just learned that fear of the dark is achluophobia. I did some research and i know that mine isnt serious because it doesnt really affect my life too much.

Basically all it is for me is i cant be in a room that is pitch black or i will throw a fit and get out of there whatever it takes. And then just dark rooms will just freak me out enough to get out within a minute or two. And then dimly lit rooms are okay as long as i dont start thinking bad thoughts or i will have to turn more lights on.

I always sleep with one lamp or two lamps on but ive had a couple bad nights here and there where i have to turn the full light on and stay awake until i cant anymore

When i was younger i did the same thing but i had to sleep with my head under the covers.

In the last year or two ive been able to sleep with my face out of the covers from the neck down i have to be completely covered. I am 16

Also at night i cant go downstairs. If i really have to i will use the flashlight on my phone and quickly turn the lights on but it is really really hard and freaky for me. I only do that if i feel i really have to go downstairs to get something or whatever.

Also all the doors of my room are shut so i dont see the dark hallway or the dark closet and the window blinds are shut as well.

So what i am wondering is why am i like this?

I cant recall any tramatic event ot anything

I mean ive always had a vivid imagination especially for things that "go bump in the night".

So what do ya think?

So my boyfriend broke up with me for the second time on jan 1st and then asked for me back a month later. I never really gave him a clear answer because i had started to like this other guy while we were broken up. But he considered us dating again. So then in the beginning of june, he was talking to his friend (who is the guy i like who im positive likes me back) and his friend told him that i said that we werent really dating and i sort of said that to the friend because i like him. So then my bf got really upset and said that now he's confused and then later he suggested an open relationship but he is a jealous guy and my therapist says that he just said that to hurt my feelings and upset me because he was hurt. So then we left it at like confused. So then i started ignoring him with no contact because i didnt know what to do. So now he has been texting me in the past week or two. First he acused me of "exiling him from my life" and saying that i dont have to do that. And then later he has been trying to get me to come over to his house and making excuses for me to come over and saying things like "i have the weirdest thing that might peak your interests we can talk about it when you come over" and ive been texting him back explaining that i cant until i get back from the beach and then just now he texted me asking if i can come tommorow (i just got back) and then he wants to "sit and talk". So im not sure what to expect. Is he going to ask for me back or like break up

My ex bf wants me back after breaking up with me just a little over a month ago. I still have feelings for him but i have gotten closer to this other guy whovis a mutual friend. I think the other guy likes me but now that my ex is chasing after me the other guy has kindof "backed off" a little but i like him and i dont want him to stop talking to me as much. I still have feelings for my ex but i really like this guy and dont want to lose him. I dont know what to do. I think the guy thinks that i dont like him and will get back with my ex but ugh grr i dont know!

I am a girl

Sun in pisces

Moon in leo

Leo rising

Ive taken different tests and looked in different tables so im not sure if my moon is in leo or cancer its really close

An online clothing sale ends in an hour and my mom has stormed away from me again and again i am crying. This has happened before. I love fashion/clothes. I am fifteen and still trying to figure out my passion my talent or what im good at/what makes me shine and feel happy. One thing that makes me feel happy and sort of like a passion and a way of expression is clothes. My mom thinks i have enough clothes. I have enough clothes yes to survive, but the part of me that is excited to be creative and express myself through fashion dies a little when she tells me that i cant buy more clothes (even with my own money) i have a certain pile of clothes i am holding on different sites cuz i dream of different outfits that i can put together and different looks i want to get across to people. Clothes inspire me, give me confidence, and just make me feel like something other than nothing. My mom doesnt understand. Or am i wrong or being too greedy?

ok, heres the story(i will use fake names to insure my privacy): theres this hot girl in my french class and ive seen my boyfriend check her out sometimes, later i jokingly told him that i dont like how theres a mega hot girl with the brown hair (my bf prefers brunettes(im a brunette too))sitting near him in class and he said "oh you mean sophie? shes my running buddy in cross country!" and i said "grrr" and he said "yeah we're friends ive hugged her". (he says he likes to make me jealous sometimes) so the days went on and every couple days or so he would chat with her in class and theyd laugh and stuff and it hurt my feelings, so i told him this and he said that he was just being friendly and that they're just friends and that he loves me not her and blah blah blah. then more days went by and a couple weeks ago he got into the classroom before me (not knowing that i was behind him) and i usually am already in the classroom when he comes in but since i wasnt there, he went straight up to sophie (who was sitting all cute at her desk) and he started talking to her and they were smiling and stuff and i walked to my desk but he didnt stop looking at her and talking to her and he didn't look for me once (we usually sit together and talk before class starts) and he talked to her until the bell rang and class started. and i confronted him about this and he said he was just saying hi and that he loves me and stuff. then i got over that and all was good, until later we had been talking the night before about how he cant help wanting to make me jealous(he was not relating this to sophie tho) and that hes insecure about if i really love him and stuff and i know that he loves me and we have an amazing relationship except that this just bothers me, and im not allowed to make him jealous but i don't really have friends that are guys because im shyer than he is but he got really upset when i told him (a long time ago) about the people i used to like. so then for a couple days he said hi to sophie and talked with her for a minute before coming to me saying that he loves me and trying to hold my hand and when id frown he would smile and say "are you jealous i said hi to sophie?" and that wasnt that bad but i still didn't want him talking to her. ive confronted him about staring at her in class and he said no and i said I SAW you glancing at her and he admitted to glancing at her a little bit and he says to me that there are attractive/pretty/cute girls out there that he cant help looking at but he says he loves me not them but then today in class went we had to work with partners (that the teacher picks) on this one paper during class and sophie sat with her partner in front of my bfs seat where he stayed in his heat and had his partner come sit in the other seat which is also next to where i was sitting so he couldve sat next to me but he didnt, he sat close to sophie instead, and i was already upset because the during whole class before we got with partners he was turned towards her and he didnt look at me like he usually does (she was wearing a really tight and short blue dress today and she has a hot body-thin and toned but curvy with a tiny waist) and the teacher was on my side of the room teaching so he wasnt just turned towards the teacher, he was turned awkwardly towards her. it wasnt a natural position. so later with partners i watched him occasionally talk to sophie while sort of working and SHE WASNT HIS PARTNER SO WHY IS HE CHATTING IT UP WITH HER HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING? and then it went from occasionally chatting with her while working to just chatting with her and they we smiling and laughing and having a grand old time and they were talking about her hair and this and that and he complimented her and it just really hurt my feelings. later when we were walking together in the hall and i refused to hold his hand he asked me if this was about him talking to sophie and i said that he was flirting with sophie and he said no they were just friends talking and socializing and its not like her socializes with other girls in that class its just her!