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I am 55 have never gotten over being left by my mother,Never connected,with my adopted parents.Good people, Just not Blood.Ever relationship i,ve Had was afraid the were going to leave me,wasn,t good enough,Happened couple time, I just don,t care anymore.I have looked for my birth mother for 35 yrs. No luck.I hate the woman with such a dark hate that it is consuming my life,I keep telling myself this is stupid, But I wake in the middle of the night as of late, In such a rage its unbelieveable.My wife tells me to get over it.she is probly dead, Would be 74 now,She was Mary Kay hatfield,when I was adopted, lived in the Renton area of Seattle,I need to find her to find out Why she threw me away.No excuse for it.

mostly blues,classic rock,Been doin this 30 yrs,

I have for years enjoyed going through yahoo answers, reading commenting,I will spend hours just reading comments, But this new ****,click and all this ad crap pops up, I,m done.these pop up and ruin my experiance.If i want ads i would watch tv,No one will miss me,But its been fun.

If you really want to here an award winning blues player.Listen to Walter Trout. Just go to You tube. I haven,t figured out hope to do links yet. Sorry.