Does the majority of the worlds population notice and feel what's around?
I'm constantly aware of my surroundings and it all affects me negatively and positively. Just call me a contradiction (which I've never seen as a bad thing) but honestly, am I the only person in the world who sees something beautiful in poverty? and sometimes I feel so wrong to say that because I've never lived in such a way but still, I find something so beautiful In what the majority of the worlds population pities and I also understand why that's so.
Even with birds, how I'd love to own a bird and have something so wonderful sleep beside me in its cage.
But, that's just the problem. I cannot, it's most likely happier in a cage at petco with a fake forest background than alone in my room still caged up.
There's so much controversy in my mind and it's driving me nuts, I've just always wondered.....
Do a lot of people experience this? DO they notice beautiful things in "ugly" things" are they ever so overpowered by smells that it brings them to tears even if it has no reference to any experience or time in one's life??
What's wrong with me?
You can throw that in there after you answer my first question.