Why am I acting the way I am?
So for the past week, ive been on edge more than normal.
My boyfriend does these funny little things all the time and i use to think they were cute and sweet and i loved it. Now i get angry at him and freak out on him. We have been mad at each other for the past week everyday. And i dont know why.
When he wants to play games with me, i get angry when he helps me and tells me what i need to do. And i get all angry and upset cuz i dont want him telling me what to do. I dont know why i get like this either....
And i dont know what do to. Im going home today, to take a break from each other. And its not because we are around each other to much. Cuz the week before this one, i was at my gmas house. And then he came over when i came home. And i started being a bitcccH for no reason.
Ive cried sooo many times because i feel bad for how im treating him. I dont mean to be this rude and angry. I really dont. We even got upset with each other on Valentines day. And i dont know why and all i want to do is change how ive been acting.... what is wrong with ME!?
I havent started any meds since ive been freaking out.
I came home Thrusday and he came with me. I started acting all mean then. On Sunday i put in the Nuva Ring, but that has nothing to do with it because i acted this way before i put it in.
I havent stopped taking meds either.