Who can help me out please?
I am 31weeks pregnant now and lately I have been so depressed that I feel as if I am about to get a stroke. The problem that I have is that I feel that my pregnancy has come at the wrong time in my life and I always wanted to have a baby. At work my bosses wife is always working on my last nerve. Whatever i do is just never good enough for her. She took away my medical aid and acussed me of saying things which I never did. I so hate this lady, whenever I see this lady I just automatically fall into a deep depression.
Secondly, I am in a financial crises. I just got paid and I thought of talking to my mom about what I want. And it seems all of the things that I want won't just work out anymore because now my mom has made some plans with my salary and..... You know what I just can't take this anymore my dear friends. This life that I am living is just killing me and God knows I so traumatised that I have a feeling that i might just loose my baby for the second time. And I don't want that for myself
If I have to loose my baby for the second time I swear the I will kill myself :-(((