How is it fair that I'm persecuted in this way for how I love?
Why is it fair that people who spam message and won't give up on someone are persecuted for following their heart after society tells them to follow their heart?
I'm not desperate, I could get many different girls, I don't have issues, the only issue I have is the girl I love stopped talking to me and didn't give me good enough reason relative to how much I'm worth and how much I was worth to her.
If I'm insane, or have issues because I'm fighting for something I believe in, while not harming anyone, then there's something wrong with society.
P.S. This wasn't one date, this was a year of hope and possibility and love that reminded me what it was like to feel, it was a one in a billion alignment of values, ambitions and dreams, and she threw me away for no reason, and she stays away simply because 'I message too much'.
How on earth can I be judged for that beyond everything I am?
P.P.S. The worst thing is I don't know if she would talk to me again if I stopped messaging, and that's why I keep going, because there's no hope now.