Could I have an anxiety disorder? Are these panic attacks?
I've always been a worrier, over-thinker and basically just anxious about everything. And I'm an extremely creative/imaginative person, so I come up with ridiculous scenarios in my head that would probably NEVER happen, but I still worry about them for no reason. Any time when I'm in public and hear people laugh or whisper, I automatically think that it's negatively pointed towards me. I think if I don't say be careful to my dad or mom when they leave to go somewhere, that something horrible is going to happen to them. I can't stand to be in a fight with someone for more than a few hours or I'm afraid something is going to happen to one of us, such as dying, and there will always be that regret of not making up with them.
I don't have panic attacks, at least not the kind that everyone talks about where you can't catch your breath and your chest gets all tight. But I do have times where I get this feeling of impending doom, where I just /know/ something bad is going to happen. My throat begins to feel kind of cold and I become very aware of my heartbeat and breathing, though I can still take deep breaths. I just start to feel physically sick, every time I get worried. Could that be a type of panic attack?
I don't want to have an anxiety disorder, and I really just don't want to worry as much as I do. But I feel like if I'm anxious about stuff, thinking of the worst, somehow I can be more prepared for it or even prevent the bad things from happening. It's hard to explain.