Thoughts on suicide...?
So i constantly have Suicidal thoughts and for the most part they remain that way. i've had counseling and i was told (i live in the uk) that if i ever feel suicidal to call the samaritans, a 24h line that helps ppl like me.
Thing is, if i really wanna end it, why would i ask for help? If i think of calling them then i am pretty sure i can stop myself from doing it. I understand that other people may not think clearly, may be stressed and all and do need that kind of help, but in my case my thoughts are very clear, my plans are pretty accurate and my feelings are pretty set. So why call them?