in response to HOW DOES THIS MAKE YOU FEEL?

I can't imagine losing someone and NOT having God to keep me afloat.

I just read your poem, thanks for sharing.

Just because a person does not have faith in a deity does not mean they don't have faith. Most people whether they believe in a God or not trusts that life will go on, and the pain of loss will ease in time. Atheists, however do not spend a lot of time raging at a distant deity trying to understand why. Death happens, it is a part of life, and death is a tragedy only to the living. I have lost loved ones and did not cry on the shoulder of a God, I accepted.

It's too bad when a trial, such as yours, has to take place before one believes in God. But God also knows the heart of man and knows when that person is ready to learn about Him. Now that he's invited you to know him (James 4:8) it's just up to you to learn more and gain more knowledge about this wonderful Creator of ours. Sorry for your loss...but the scriptures have a beautiful comfort found at Rev. 21:3, 4 that you will love. A resurrection of your son back to earth, in the near future.

Just believe i know thats what im going 2 start doing 4 the rest of my life. i know its hard losing someone especially ur son! this is a personal question: how did he die? imean u dont have 2 answer it if its 2 personal but i just wanted 2 know so i could tell u more! just believe with all ur heart forever and ever!

After my son died God and I had words. Now we have an understanding. He shuts the hell up and so do his followers and I don't ask for help anymore.

im not sure but everyone in their life time will be introduced to the word of God and it is your choice to listen and believe. it also your choice what happens once you have heard and know the word. but you cant be punished for something you dont know is wrong right?

They grieve then go on with their lives like anyone else.

Why are you crying here...We don't want to hear it....Try criers anonymous...