What would this dream mean if you had it? What is your prize? And what do you do next?

You have a numbered ticket. Since this is a dream, the prize can be anything you want. The host is holding a sealed envelope with the winning number. (S)He calls your phone and asks you to state your ticket number. Then (s)he will open the envelope. So you begin searching... Yet you can't find your ticket !!! The host is still waiting for your response. What would you do? **Spoiler: You have the winning ticket.** To me, this dream means I don't like my job, but it's hard to find another way to earn money, and my parents won't let me try.