still hurt but getting better!!?

Still on a bad breakup on my end. After almost 17 months, most of it good, but rocky at times, she left me almost 3 weeks ago. We started out at work together, i moved her and her family with me to another state, she hated it there, but had the decency to stay on all of our behalf. I saw that the unhappiness was there and I moved back to the state we met, got my old job back and was away for 3 months, visited alot, talked everyday and couldn't wait to get back together and really had alot of hope and love there, and once the lease was up on the house, moved them back into a "decent" house and after they visited the "father" for 10 days, she decided that we weren't going to workout and moved out to be closer to him. I was very devastated, she said it was not really us but something she had to do for the sake of the kids. I am still hurt but everyday it's getting better...I just want to know if she and the kids are ok, but i don't call as much as i want to...day by day ugh!!!