Are people inextricably forged by their upbringing?

Man, you need to write lyrics for a heavy metal band or something - that pretty good stuff (I'm a musician and writer too).

But seriously, I know therapy was probably stressful for you, but it's too bad you didn't dump everything out that happened to you. That's the therapists job, to listen, and believe it or not they've probably heard far worse stories. If you ever get a chance to go again, go and this time don't edit, pick and choose what you think they need to know. Kind of like not answering your medical doctors questions fully (well, that bleeding from the rectum is just to stressful to talk about, so I'll leave that out).

As for your question, it's essentially a "nurture" vs. "nature" question (Freud vs. Jung vs. "good breeding") They are still arguing about it and will never be sure which is important, but what's very clear now is that they are both very important. Your genes provide the size of the cup. Your environment provides how much water gets poured into that cup. In other words, you can't take a person of average intelligence and turn them into Einstein with education and stimulation, and you probably can't take a person who is especially nice and stable from their nature and turn them into a psychopath through abusive environment - not a "politically correct" thing to say but it's true. That person will just say "man that sucked, I'm glad that's over and I will do everything in my power never to subject my kids to that kind of crap!"

Take care and God bless. Don't know if this helped at all but I think nobody is a slave to either their upbringing or their genes. People beat the odds all the time and we DON'T have to repeat the mistakes of our parents (recognizing that they were mistakes is the first step to not repeating them, so you're already far on your way!) Best.

I think man has the capacity to change, but I also think that we are the sum total of our experiences.

I'm sorry those 16 years were bad for you. I was in the ER last year with my 83 year old mother when I heard a nurse tell her that she could either be "happy or sad." That has haunted me ever since.

There is something that you must be aware of and address: abused children tend to be abusive adults. Not always, but frequently. This is something you must be careful not to inadvertently pass down.

People kill themselves for so many reasons. Some people have dispatched themselves merely because they don't have money. Others choose this due to ever present pain.

We can't escape ourselves, but that isn't necessarily a prelude to suicide. A far more dangerous possibility is that we will drug and medicate the collected rage and pain, and as a result loose sight of who we are and what we're about.

My childhood wasn't great, but I never thought to off myself or become a serial killer-instead, simply make sure that I didn't dole out what I went through to some other unsuspecting human being.

We often dramatise what has happened to us on our children. This is not good but it is the way it happens. Why? and why do you feel the way you do?

Yes people are forged by their upbringing, but not completely.

Read the book "Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health" it discusses all of your questions and answers them. It also contains a therapy that can be used to relieve these past images. It is talking about the problems but seek a professional and they will know exactly where to start. You will not be overwhelmed when the correct starting point is used.

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We are a some to total of all our experiences. Good and

bad. We have a God given ability to dig deep and pull up

the good experiences and let them be the ones to influence

our lives. Of coarse the bad experiences will pup up there

ugly heads from time to time. Those are the times that we

must dig the deepest for the good influences. You know.

The ones that gives us the understanding of the difference.

A major cause for our grief is the misconceptions that

somehow at 5 years old we were responsible for someone

else's actions. That we are responsible somehow for the

conditioning, the grooming, the brain washing. A

conditioning that takes one well into adulthood. That's the

time when guilt will move in to destroy our lives. When the

goodness in us starts taking over. We feel the guilt because

we do not take into consideration the years of 'programing',

'conditioning' and 'brain washing'. We have to see through

the eyes of someone who experienced these bad things and

understands where the fault really lies. Someone who can

truly grasp the meaning of conditioning. Those eyes can be

my eyes. But those eyes need to be your eyes. - If you are

determined to feel guilt then ask God's forgiveness. You

must remember that God forgives. That sin can't be more

ugly to you than it is to God so you are required to forgive

yourself as well. Hope That helps

I have to say for a member of scienotlogy to post here is just strange. scientology doesn't belive mental health is real to start with and spend millions of dollars trying to keep people from trained therpist and doctors. Google ; scienotlogy and 9/11 and scientology and Virginia Tech to learn more.

Or just go to xenu.net and xenutv.com

Either way, remember this group will send you to their many websites and then will extract as much money as they can from you . In scienotlogy you don't donate, you pay set fees that can run into the thousands.

yourself is the only person that you can never escape from. but you can reason with yourself.who ever hurt you in your childhood did it, not you. you have no need to feel guilty; for it was not your doing. the pain will be there for a long time, maybe the rest of your life.turn it around and use it for your driving force.were you a rape victim? volunteer at a center that deals with that.victims of any abuse feel alone/ostracized as it is. with you being a survivor, your words and gestures will carry weight. and you know what they need. and if you can possibly prevent what happened to you from happening to another child, wouldn't that make your life worth keeping? my wife had been molested by her gfather from 5 to 13; as a teenager was raped by 2 of her brothers friends; & a few other things similar. suicide is permanent. everything else can be fixed or at least dealt with. did she ever forget? no. but she let it go some. find a release for your negative energy concerning this. or it will destroy you. and then the person who did these things to you wins. Again.

P.S. You seem to be intelligent. I would appreciate you sticking around, with there being an apparent lack of intelligent people on the face of this planet lately. :)

WARNING!

The above poster "dazza" is a scientologist and is trying to recruit you into the cult of scientology!!!

Dianetics is the first book of indoctrination into their cult.

He is lying about the therapy. He probably doesn't even know that he is lying because he has been brainwashed into believing it. Scientologists do things called "training routines" that teach them to lie.

The "therapy" he is talking about is called auditing. They hook you up to a simple skin galvanometer called the E-Meter and ask you questions. Scientologists are brainwashed into believing that the e-meter can read your thoughts. This is a lie.

``By itself, this meter does nothing.'' -- Excerpt from a disclaimer found in every E-meter book, and on the device itself.

A 1971 ruling of the United States District Court, District of Columbia (333 F. Supp. 357), specifically stated, "The E-meter has no proven usefulness in the diagnosis, treatment or prevention of any disease, nor is it medically or scientifically capable of improving any bodily function."

Dazza is specifically trying to keep you from seeing a therapist. When he says to consult a professional, he means a scientology auditor. The cult of scientology claims that psychologists and psychiatrists are responsible for every evil in the world throughout history.

For more information on this:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology_and_psych...

For the truth about scientology and dianetics, go to www.xenu.net

You can watch videos of scientologists and former scientologists at www.xenutv.com

A site by a former member of the cult: www.lermanet.com

Please see a reputable psychologist and tell him/her your story. You should not be embarrassed because of the horrible things that were done to you. It is not your fault.

I wish you well.

Warning! This is a cult website:

www.dianetics.org

Wow, you certainly have a way with words.

In fact, I am so lost in your eloquence that I'm not sure what you are asking.

If you are bothered by past abuse/neglect tell a medical doctor and possibly get referred to a therapist.

I don't think moving is always going to make you forget unpleasant things in the past.

to be honest the only way o be free is to face it. may be not all at one time but level by level. getting closure might help, a Friend that will not judged and have pity but listen and lens there shoulder when needed. i would suggest that the person prepare themselves before they go down the road of recovery and finding out who they really are underneath all of there historic hurt. go to church, pray, and join groups that gather people with the same or similar problems