Opinions please?

So afraid to be without you

It's difficult to separate what is wanted

From what is needed

A fine line between the two

A fine strand of your fine hair

Cannot keep from glancing

Lingering on your familiar lips

Wondering if I will feel them on me again

My reason understands yours

And I have no more words

To turn you around

Upside down

Words lie, my spilt tears do not

Yet I still long for those sweet

Lies in your eyes

I used to have

I let myself fall despite

My sullen suspicions

I feel like a fool

So tired now after a day

Of smiling through the

Ache in my chest

It's strange how things work out

For the first time

I wish I had left

That night

And never seen your arrogant brilliance

Too late to regret meeting you now

You have already told me that

You have already regretted

Asked why I still hold on

I no longer know

I thought of you once as my everything

I thought of you as my life

But no more

You and I and there is no more