Should i be afraid to love him...?

I think you should tell him exactly how you feel...that is honesty. But dont be attached to the out come. What ever the out come is accept it as meant to be. Long distance relationship gives you the chance to get to know each other in a way that gives you room. If it take two years, let it be two, when you are 19. Its better than to get married and get divorsed later. Tell him once, clearly what you want. Get is response and accept it. When one door closes another opens, so dont be to attached....If it is meant to be it will be...good luck!

OK - don't push marriage right now. He's obviously not ready and you're just being a nag by bringing it up. But - that doesn't mean you have to give up on him either.

The next step for you is to find ways to be physically closer to find out if you are a good life match. Plan on living near each other after high school (perhaps college?) and see how it goes.

17? By the time you reach 21 you would be moved on to another person who you " want to marry" and life goes on. you are way too young to be worried about marriage, live youu life and let marriage come to you!

dnt be afraid

but also dnt talk about marraige this early

youre to young