Why do I still love her?

You love her because you never forget your first love. She holds a special place in your heart that can't be replaced by another "first love."

Don't dwell on regret. It's an new year and time to wipe the slate clean.

Move forward and learn from your mistakes.

The next lucky gal will benefit from the new you.

Do you talk to her? Does she know? Is she with anyone? If she isn't with anyone then tell her how you feel, the way you said you wish you were a better person means you must of did something wrong or didn't treat her right. Let her know that you have changed, ask her for a chance to prove that. But it is hard to forget your first love. I married mine and there was quite an age diffrence. But love is love. Good luck, and you just need to let her know how you feel. If you dont' you may regret it, and in the end, if she denies you, it may be a little easier to get her off your mind all the time, knowing that she doesn't feel the same. Take the chance though!

first loves are always going to be apart of our lives. its the first person you've kissed and done alot of first with. even if the relationship ended bad, its inevitable to forget and still hold a special place in your heart for them.

Well the question is do you want her to be in your arms again????

if so than tell her that you have strong feelings for her still (dont use love) and talk to her again, call her go out and let her know that you have changed and you want another chance

everyones like that. u never forget ur first love. just have to live with it . hope she was hot and not some bushpig

then go after her! Go tell her, u still love her! ♥

Then tell her!!! Right away. If u still love her, Tell her!!