I...I...I don't know what to do anymore?

Listen you helped me out the toher day, when you answered my question as to why I shouldn't kill myself, so I'm gonna answer yours because i really do care. I've been down this road a number of times, I'm not sure what your name is, but even so, I already know quite a bit about you, I can tell, you have told me your problem, and I want you to know that there are multiple ways to help. and I can honestly tell you that most of them are medical, but listen if you ever want to talk about anything, then you just give me an E-mail.

I want you to know that whoever you are, you are loved. somebody loves you.

and I have tried to kill myself a couple of times in the past but never got to far. but there is something that a number of people have told me, and that's that if you haven't died by now, then it's just not your time, your meant for something more, something great, something that you could never dream of right now, but that will be a reality.

i hope that this helped. and Like I said, if youever need to talk about anything at all, then just let me know, drop me an E-mail.

I'm so sorry you're going through all this sweetie. I don't think I can even comprehend how much pain you're in. But you should talk to someone about this, and if you don't have someone to talk to, try going to a nearby church. I was caught up in depression a few months ago, and I think I grasp the situation you're in. I felt like no one understood me, and I break down crying for no good reason. When I went to church, I made new friends, I couldn't tell them everything, but there's also God. He made me realize that there was a good, positive side in life. Before all this happened, I did horrible things that hurt alot of people, now, if I had any problems, I go to God or I talk to one of the counselors or friends in church.

I'm not so sure what you should so with your bf, but here's something I learned from those months of depression: "God never leaves you without a way, there's always a way." And that doesn't include ending your life! All these things that you're going through right now will help you someday. Don't give up on life because it's hard. Live, and one day, your story will help someone else that needs it the most. There's hope, so keep holding on :)

Drop the boyfriend ASAP. Just tell him you're through and tell an adult if he doesn't leave you alone. He's not good for you at all is is only making it worse. :(

Go to bed early after a long bath while soaking. Read your Bible, light some candles and just cry. Get it all out. Go to bed and sleep for as long as you can. When you wake up, take a long shower and pray during it. Ask God to heal you and give you peace. Talk to your pastor and tell him to be confidential with all of this.

Eat some good foods and watch a funny, G-rated movie. Pray and read your bible and anything else your pastor suggests and be careful with who your friends and boy friends are.

Maybe go to a doctor and tell him/her about a need for anti-depressant for a month only or so.

I will pray for you and hope you get better. =]

1. You NEED therapy. It's not for crazy people, its for those who want to get their life on track and need help. ( I myself am in therapy, and its great.)

2. Leave that bastard of a boyfriend you got. Get help from the police if you need it.

3. Do constructive things that make you feel good. You need to have something you know your good at that makes you feel good when you do it (sports,games,etc. but DONT hide behind them)

4. Get some new friends that are great to you. I dont know your age but just make any attempt you can.

5. DONT ignore help. Take any good advice you get to heart, and dont let anyone bring you down. Your the master of your own world

FIRST, KEEP ONE SIMPLE RULE INTACT: Suicide is never the answer to your problems. Pray to God, girl!!!!