Just have to do some ttc venting?

I had an angel last year (at 15 1/2 weeks).

I have a co-worker (not sure how old she is but I'm pretty sure she's in her 40's by the things she says. She's 7 months pregnant. Last week I had to deal with the 1 year marker of my loss. 2 days before, she comes up to the nurses station where I'm at and is talking to a co-worker who ask her how she's doing. She starts going on and on how this baby was a "huge huge huge mistake" and that she would have gotten an abortion if she had found out earlier but she found out she was pregnant at 3 months so "what could she do about it" and went out telling how she cursed at his doctor because years before they wanted a baby but he told them he couldn't have children and that the doctor hung up on her. It took everything in me not to breakdown. Wish God would explain that to me?

Yesterday I had a cpr class with her. Again stating how it was a whoops baby or stating it was a hugh mistake. Then to top it off, she ask me during a break if I smoked which I don't so she left to go outside and I'm sitting there thinking you have got to be kidding me. Sure enough she smelled like smoke when she got back. She gets a baby and wants it dead! I begged for one, did everything I was suppose to and I'm left with empty arms and a heart that is filled with sorrow.

I just don't get it!